Here you go.

This makes me so sad.

All I want is balance.

Why is there always so much drama going on?

Kinda sleepy.

I can't stand it when people start posting how much work they've done on Twitter or how much more they have to go. HELLO one tweet is fine, maybe two but not a hundred!! There are other more interesting things in life!

You could tweet about dinner, what people in your family said today, what the weather is like (it's been awesome today. Windy and cool) and general life things. Not everything is about exams. How lame is that.

Been rather frustrated and irritated in general today. Largely because I can't seem to journalise anything for FA. Also because of the usual reason.....but there's no point getting antsy about that right now. Think I'm suffering from severe lack of human interaction. Staying cooped up like a hermit crab on my bed studying is not helping me at all. I am also eating A LOT of carbs at all random hours and not drinking enough water which is also not good. The last time I went out must have been Thursday (Saturday for a short while, but not really counted?). I FEEL TERRIBLE :( Really can't wait for the exams to be over for everyone so that I can see my friends! Excited to see Jod, Ak, Pn, Pj, Jg :>

I don't know about L. Our friendship has become so perfunctory and lame. Just "hey, how's it going" sort of messages every day. We go for days without talking. And I don't know about her but all the stuff that has been going on in my life.. I'd like to share but I don't know how to bring it up without it sounding weird. Also I don't know if she will ask to meet? I have always been the one who has suggested meet ups and outings and this time I'm going to wait and see if she asks. If she does, then perhaps this still has hope la. If not lose is lose I guess.. Some relationships just fizzle with time.

Better do a quick read of my notes again before I go to bed. Early paper tomorrow morning.

November is coming to a close, the year is coming to a close. It's been a mad one but amazing and memorable too :>

I'm just going to try.

Because that is what I do. Anyhow whack.

Risky.

I wish my school had the S/U option :( Badly need it now for one module. Desperate times call for desperate measures. I need an A for this to get a B overall and that is most definitely not possible in the finals.

Anyway crossing my fingers and hoping that it'll work out...

Has been a pretty decent day.

I'm almost done with CLS. Now got to sit and print out these whole bunch of words omg. If I am really going through with this option then that means tomorrow I can start on the other two modules.. I don't know la. I don't have an uneasy feeling about this, I think it'll work. I hope it will at least.

No sense.

I do not understand why I am writing so much.............................. what is wrong with me.

Also, have happily been whipping out my card and buying dresses and shirts. When they come, I shall try them on (and give what I have to give away) and if they do not fit I SHALL GET A REFUND.

Dei you worked damn hard for this money, why you anyhow spend la.

Anyway, today marks the start of exams for the other Uni kids. First time they're starting somewhat around the same time as us. Which is good! Unlike summer when I had to wait 1392483274 years for everyone else to be done with their exams.

Omg I just told myself "three chips, no more." I DON'T KNOW HOW THREE CHIPS BECAME HALF A CAN?!?! And now I have no choice but to eat the rest and pretend the can never existed in the first place. I must get rid of all incriminating evidence. Why la why..

CLS is coming along pretty alright, I just hope that I can continue like this through the night when I get my wake up call in the morning at 5?! Then I'll take a nap, then wash my hair then go for the dialogue and come home and sleep and why am I listing everything out okay bye.

Okay so studying kind of failed.

... well I started CLS.

The thunder and lightning is terrible. I hate rain but the wind is amazing. S is coming over later to swim, hope it won't be freezing cold.

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There is always someone worse off. If I feel like this after hearing the news of impending m, imagine how she'd feel? Poor thing.

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On another note, I haven't seen P, P or J for THE LONGEST OF TIMES. I am looking forward to the exams just so that I can see them again.

Got to focus.

Squeeze what I can from this.

TODAY will be the day I start studying properly. Much as it pains me, I'm not going to go out for dinner tomorrow. That can wait. I will focus and finish CLS today because it is a subject that does not deserve this much time and effort. I will somehow conquer a third of FA and I WILL START LOBO.

Okay highly ambitious, very impressive but before I go here is a bike:

Aprilia RSV 4 1000cc

Anything to avoid work.

I am busy looking at ways to finance the Fireblade I will have far in the future (earliest would probably be March 2015) and stressing over the fact that I will have to buy my first class 2 bike second hand instead of first like I wanted and that I will not be able to afford a Ninja or a Hayabusa for years.

Where am I going to find 5k interest free in January 2015?!

Obviously Financial Accounting is not keeping me very occupied.

Honda Fireblade CBR1000RR 2012 model

Suzuki Hayabusa GSX1300R 2011 model

Kawasaki Ninja ZX-14R 2012 model

Honda Blackbird CBR1100XX

AREN'T THEY BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One day they will all be mine.

I should get cracking.

I have not yet started studying properly. Do not feel motivated in the least. I wonder why I lack drive... I used to be a competitive person, I don't know where that part of me has gone now.

At least I know that my determination and strong will has not died - that much is evident from my pursuit of my license. I just wish it applied to everything.

Unsure.

Have I compromised myself?

Not used to this.

Too many words.

It looked like a Blackbird.

I had a dream of riding a 1600cc bike that could only be ridden by the village rowdy. And because I got away he massacred all the men and babies in the village and dried their skins on the ground.

Indeed.

Awesome Foursome, bikes (omg test on Thursday....), successful tuitions and the occasional amazing and intensely satisfying are making my life fantastic.

Life is good :>

Yes, I want to come.

This is just life telling me: 'Enough playing, you can't skive off serious business.'

I shouldn't get frustrated by things that actually are for the greater good.

I have to embrace the concept of Lose is Lose.

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Why so listless?

Plans to wake up and study failed. I don't know why nowadays I can't seem to do the sleep early-wake up and study thing. Now it's just sleep early. That's all. I went to bed at NINE yesterday and the alarm rang at 11, then again at 2, then at 4 and I finally got up at 5. Not behaving like I have a quiz, a presentation and two mid terms this week.

Looks like this Saturday is not going to be a very happening one :( All the K11 people seem to be busy, Xy is busy, so is Ak, L has not mentioned wanting to do anything either. I feel quite sad and unloved. Of course Awesome Foursome will definitely hang out after our exam but asking them to spend the whole day with me would be selfish also. And of course, the way things are with now, doubt what I wanted to happen will happen either.

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I have no idea what's going on for LOBO. Attempted studying yesterday could barely get past the introduction...................

I feel like I have nothing to look forward to la.

Tired eyes.

Favourite cousin from Hong Kong just visited. It's always great when he comes by :> Had a good evening. This is one of the rare times I wish I had family here.

Other than that, nothing new. Feeling a bit sick (not sick sick. Just, sick. From today's events) and super sleepy. Wanted to take a nap in the afternoon but that didn't work out and now I just HAVE to sleep otherwise I'm just going to collapse during my long day tomorrow. No studying done today halp.

Pointless ventures.

I spend so much time on a relationship that is going nowhere.

I spend so much effort on a person who doesn't care.

I spend so much energy on a venture that reaps minimal rewards.

Why am I doing this to myself? What am I gaining? And if I know the answer is nothing, then

Why.

Am.

I.

Not.

Saying.

Goodbye.

It's been a lovely week.

Yux my hair is super flat now. Great that they did it super straight but it doesn't really look natural like it used to?! I dunno.. I hope after I wash it tomorrow or day after the ends will curl a bit and it will look normal.

Today was a good day. Gymmed and swam in the morning and played Tower Defence obsessively. It was super hot swimming in the morning though (yeah quite stupid) and despite copious volumes of sunblock, am very very black. And shiny. What a gross combination.

Surprisingly was not called in Consti today for what I think is the FIRST TIME EVER. Wow, achievement unlocked. Anyway did not have much sense as to what was going on so I guess I just got lucky. Some people, namely H (heehee), got called three or four times!! So poor thing.

Couldn't pick P up from the airport. Have not touched the car in days, feeling quite sad about that but what to do..

Got to wake up ridiculously early for tuition tomorrow (must leave house at 630) so off to bed I go! Nighty night.

Aches.

Yesterday was SUCH a weird day. And it has sort of bled into today.  A few feeble conciliatory messages in the morning has made me really think about where this is headed. I don't know if I can continue like this. At the very least, we need to talk. This has gone on in a half hearted manner for way too long.

Long day today. Regret driving a little but it feels good to take the car :) Just that I've got to fill petrol now on the way home.

Hope I don't fall asleep during tuition later!!

Lots of things going on.

September and October both look to be ridiculously busy months - presentations, assignments, mid terms, quizzes, TUITIONS, tuition kids' exams, repeated bike evaluations :(

Of course that doesn't mean I am not having fun. I most definitely am hee hee.

Am in L right now and we're discussing some stuff on meetings and directors. All of it is going straight over my head. Really have a lot to catch up on before the exams roll around. Class is starting to get more and more stressful now that this Prof has started calling on people to answer in class. Not as bad as the Witch's class last semester where the air was filled with panic and fear but it is still uncomfortable. Sighz.

Tonight is going to be a long night. Have to complete a fair bit of homework for F not to mention there is a quiz early tomorrow morning! Plus for C I am part of the group that has to do the discussion of the question so there is A LOT of reading to do. Whole of last week and weekend was a sick-y week so no work got done (okay, fine, nothing new there) but that means I have to make up for it tonight. Got to go home and go to the gym first though. Must make sure I win by 25th October!!!

In other news: my phone's battery is terrible and there are a lot of scratches on my screen and the lock button is acting funny and the vibration button does its own thing switching on and off at random times and the best bit: MUSIC RANDOMLY starts playing at the most inappropriate times.

You think I can convince may parents to get me a new iPhone NOT as a present?

Wonder if my wishes are coming true?

Was a long day. Started off with riding at 1130. It was okay, I thought. Then had 8.01 for the third time and... FAILED :( Again. I guess there was a huge improvement in the number of points I got and the wobbling has reduced significantly but it is still so demoralising and frustrating to fail repeatedly. I HAVE to pass this by the end of this month and it's proving to be a monumental challenge. I have never wanted anything THIS badly but arghhhhhh. Really quite irritated.

Came home, bathed, packed my bag and left. Class was good, after that ended up going swimming!! It was nice spending time with them.

After that, came back, ate dinner and got on the bus and came home.

Before that received a lovely

boost to my ego.

Got to wake up early tomorrow and study, this week lots of work and lots of fun.

Harried week ahead, with nothing to look forward to.

Feeling really really annoyed. Friday was going to be the highlight of my week. Why must you go for every single rehearsal? Will they die without you for one night?

I don't have a flexible schedule either, neither do I have the option of meeting after activities. And you know this best.

I wanna get married too.

Just found out that another classmate of mine is engaged. So that brings the total up to THREE - one senior from NJ, one Law classmate and one JC classmate.

WHY ARE PEOPLE GETTING ENGAGED SO YOUNG?!

End of week 3.

This means I'm 1/5th done with school for this semester. YAY!!! More holidays await.

Haven't really been feeling that great this week. Started on Monday night I think. Thanks to my horrifying dreams (cults, accidents and brutal brutal gory stuff), I haven't been getting much rest at night and the haze and the rainy weather has landed me with a terribly runny nose and headache and earache and many other aches. It's great that I am not reaping anything that was sowed but WHY does it have to be so miserableeeeee.

Anyway, glad this week was over even though technically it was not at all stressful and I had barely any interaction with proper school stuff. I am just thankful I have wonderful friends (PPJ and Xy) at school and also outside school (S,A,V,L,S,J,S).

Had GP tuition in the morning. Glad to say she's improving but it could be a lot faster. I am just worried we won't have enough time together before her exams come. After that met Xy at Northpoint for an impromptu lunch. It is always lovely meeting her :> I am glad she is happy with T and that things are working out. Now both of us wear rings on our cartilage! But for some reason mine has become infected. I don't know why!! It was okay two days ago. Maybe because of helmet wearing?? Ugh so frustrating. There is a huge throbbing pustule behind and I can't pop it and I can't even take out the earring or the thing will close. Super frustrating. That may be the reason for my not feeling so well either. After all, pus is an indication of infection. Argh.

I wanted to get another piercing done after that but looks like that will have to be put on hold for now. How irritating. Perhaps I shall get my tragus pierced instead.

This was unexpected.

Should start studying. I haven't done so since school started. HA HA.

What a fabulous day.

Totally worth the trouble.

Sick.

This is sick.

All gears engaging.

Looks like September is going to be one hell of a month.

Summer is over.

Heh I know this is one week later than everybody else but for me, summer juuuusssstttttt ended. The past week and weekend was amazing. I had the best time. So I'll just take this to be the end of my summer as opposed to last weekend which was just horrible.

As I was telling PPJ yesterday, the universe is funny. Told myself I would be good this semester and study hard and summarily ignored that in the first week. But now the way things are working out looks like that will actually happen (due to lack of better things to do) so yay?

Anyway today will also be a good day though not as good as I thought it would be. It's alright! School has started, I better knuckle down and do some work. I've got enough number of things to look forward to/do when I get bored!

Better get ready to leave soon!! Aiyoh when am I going to learn that no school ≠ holiday -_-

Good times ending badly.

It's what I said I wanted to happen. Now that school is starting and all.

I just didn't think it would happen on such a bad note.

Why do you want to hurt me on purpose? What kind of malicious character are you?

Very upset.

Summer is fast coming to a close.

Almost up.

What an eventful summer. Only a week left :'c

Day two.

I think I'm doing well :) Got to keep this up.

The end.

6 months

Going to be a long time.

Feeling rather irritated and frustrated. It's terrible of me to feel this way but I can't help it :(

Life is good la.

Riding, holidays, friends and now Megadeth :)

Maiden and Megadeth to cool my head.

Today has been such an angry day.

We're almost at the middle of the year.

TOMORROW will be the start of a whole new person.

In other news: cleaning out my room is a really tiring process.

Living in sin.

I have been having the best time of my life.

Whatever la.

Today is just so hazy dazy. I'm working super slowly and there are a hell of a lot of things to do. Must be the after effects of last night. Predictably, I am achy today. Did sleep very well though which was nice.

Watched Disney songs during lunch today. I love Disney.

Quite blah today.

Am also mildly irritated but hopefully this passes soon.

Cannot last.

This is sick. So twisted and perverse as a whole.

But some moments bring me great joy.

And I am terrified of how this will end.

But I am so bored.

Am making the mistake of romanticising this whole thing again. A few successful days of conversation, action and a big common interest does not mean anything. I cannot set store by this. I cannot expect anything.

Must stop becoming unnecessarily disappointed. If it happens, it happens.

Need to stop blocking out my schedule for 'just-in-cases'. My life cannot and should not revolve around something else.

A new beginning.

Was quite fine the whole day but a little while ago I started getting a bit antsy and irritated. Not a good emotion to wear. Today will really be the end, there is no doubt about it and I am HONESTLY this time not going to take any steps to prolong this further.

2 minutes to midnight, to kill the unborn in the room.

Okay haha no there are still three hours to midnight but basically the same concept.

Revenge of the fifth.

Today is a nice slow day. I am enjoying myself.

Woke up at about 630 in the morning to no text. Was slightly disappointed initially but honestly now, I really don't think I give a damn.

Thanks to last night, I was able to go back to sleep AGAIN (yay! This is a rare occurrence) and woke up ache-ily at about 930. I am so happy I am finally getting up at normal human times as opposed to my supposedly inhuman 4 AM wake ups.

Am very happy with the way things are progressing on the SB front :> Slow and sweet is the way to go. There's a lot of time and things seem to indicate that it is heading in a very favourable direction. Hopefully things turn out well and we have an interesting summer!

Looks like my next few weeks are going to be filled with work, meeting friends - old and new and just chilling and having a good time :)

112 days.

4 months.

I can't say I feel different, but obviously I've grown up today.

You know what I think?

I think it was because she said no to me and suddenly had to find a way to backtrack.

Such deep black circles under my eyes.

Today I went to the zoo with M. Finally!!! After S and I couldn't go during recess week I have been dying to go and I am so happy I got to go :> Had a really good time. Walked a lot and saw almost all the animals. The elephant show was very nice and the white tigers were so beautiful!

Thankfully the weather wasn't unbearably hot or humid. In fact for most of the day we were shaded by some very nice clouds and experienced some nice winds as well. My feet are aching from walking around so much (yeah, very unfit :c) and until about an hour ago I was having a violent violent headache - the likes of which I have never experienced before. Must be from the dehydration and the severe lack of sleep! Ever since Monday I have been sleeping very little or not at all and it shows so clearly on my face omg. Tomorrow is going to be another long (and fun!) day with Xy so I better go to sleep soon.

Really re-thinking my plans for the weekend.

OKAY time for bed.

Just rubbing me the wrong way.

Tried to go shopping today but it was a terrible failure :c Went to the library and it was so weird reading things that were non Law related heh. I couldn't deal with so many words again though so I read some comics instead. The newer Superman comics are quite lame -_- I much prefer the older ones. I couldn't find a single X-men comic and had to fight with a little boy to read a Batman one (it was awesome, totally worth it)

Then after that met S and her cousin for a while just to walk about and show her around Clarke Quay. Had milk and ginger beer by the river - it was a nice cool night. Generally quite nice to just chill there for a while.

Wasn't so bad today but still quite irritating I thought. I asked outright in the morning whether we could go to temple and made such a big fuss regarding going home that I said fine forget it. Later when I was just heading to the library asks why I am not going to the temple -_- WTF yes means yes, no means no. Don't do this type of saying no then expecting me to understand what's going on in your head!!! Making things unnecessarily complicated.

Still, had a good time today.

I need to get married soon.

Haha okay so it's far from ending.

I can concentrate and study properly now!

Let's see.

Maybe it will end today?

This is not a good idea.

Hmm becoming overly dependent.

Today has been a blur.

So Contract is over!! Forever!! Okay not forever, forever but forever for a long while. I don't understand why the paper was so ridiculously short though. Two hours for three questions is crazy!! Started the last question with something like 6 minutes on the clock. Ah well the grades shall be a worry for another day.

The morning I woke up feeling quite nervous-excited, met S to take the bus and go to school and then met her after her paper was done to go pick up my movie tickets (yay) and get something to eat. We then holed ourselves up in a little room and ate stolen eclairs and terrible banana crumble. S's friend C then met us and we decided to move our wonderful study party to Holland haha.

When we got there these two geniuses wanted to try a new bottle opening technique they saw on some Youtube video. Amazingly it worked with S's shoe (!??!) so we then squashed ourselves at a little table at the foodcourt and ate wasabi peas, drank from little styrofoam cups and read the Law - intentional Torts.

They then got something to eat and C left. Met X and K at our usual place.

Had a good time! Then went home.

Today I've been feeling rather woozy and in a daze. My Tetris skills just suck. I feel safe for some reason and even though we didn't talk much I don't feel antsy like I usually do.. I wonder why.

Was supposed to go meet Sangeetha to see Madhavan open a jewellery store but that plan got cut short >:( Now I have no choice but to start studying Tort.

Treading carefully, but still.

So happy recently :>

Wonder what the real thing will feel like.

Smell like an apple pie.

Clean, fresh and raring to go!!

Amla shopping.

I'm happy :)

What am I doing with my life.

Anddd study break has come to an end. I don't know about studying, but it was a break alright. Break from going out and enjoying myself :c Was feeling super frustrated and antsy the whole week having been cooped up inside the house.

Has been another slightly drama filled week. It has come to a rather nice conclusion though. Or more than nice, at least a conclusion that is in some way satisfying.

Not quite sure where I am headed with this venture but we will have three long months to see and lots of things are probably going to happen during that time.

In other news: my hair is super long and looks amazing today, again. Glad that someone got to see it! Yay not wasted effort. I have finally started studying for Contract on Wednesday. Have not yet started on BGS which is at 5 tomorrow sigh.

Feeling oddly buoyant and happy and light hearted. I know the reason and I am not very happy with myself for feeling this way but why interfere with a good thing for now. Just going to make full use of this wonderful emotion to get some work done and go to bed.

Mmm some vampires are indeed delicious.

My hair looks amazing today.

Today marks the start of study week. I am attempting to begin with Sale of Goods Act :/ Have just begun reading and already waves of sleep threaten to engulf me and sweep me away. How to survive the entire week!!!

Looking forward to lunch with P, P and hopefully, J on Wednesday.

ONWARD!

Didn't want to take the risk.

Today, I exercised great self control. Despite the super intense desire to enjoy myself, I resisted and spent time doing a number of mundane things as I would have done last year. Sigh :c

The day started off great! Met S at Nex and we ate hotcakes yay! She asked me a number of tough questions I was under oath (okay, not really) to answer and it was lovely to catch up with her. It's been so long! We went to watch Mirror Mirror which we thought was an okay movie until the RIDICULOUS ending omggggggg. It was just wtf through and through here's the link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oUi-2353PHo

She was super tired so we went to get some ice cream at Baskin Robbins. Omg it was awesome - we had this orange pound cake ice cream thing it was amaaaazing! I was disappointed that even Baskin Robbins doesn't have Butterscotch flavoured ice cream in Singapore. Wth why doesn't anyone in Singapore like butterscotch!!!

was being a prat about meeting us so whatever I just went home after that. The parents left for the temple and my sister went to Esplanade for a performance and I mooched around at home. Could have done it but I didn't and it took a lot of strength to say no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Especially when I know what is coming the next time argh when are exams going to be over.

Just washed my hair and it smells AMAZING I am really really sleepy I think I am going to fall asleep while texting people now in bed.

Sothappalz.

Only got to bed at about 2 last night after finishing up my arguments and practicing one or two times. Had the muffin Haza gave me late at night (thanks H!) but it wasn't a good idea obviously. Had a really bad stomach ache. I really don't think it was because of nerves because I just don't get stressed or nervous. Had trouble sleeping but finally managed to get to bed. came home late and couldn't help me wake up but I managed to get up on time still. Had a nice hot shower, packed my bad, wore my suit (I look so terrible in it :() and left for school. The bus was super fast because apparently no one goes to town at 7 on the Saturday morning of a long weekend. SIGH. Hung out with P at SOE benches and ate half her chocolate muffin and GUESS WHAT. My stomach ache started again. This is evidence that chocolate muffins and I obviously just do not mix :c

Moots started almost on time and it ran to a little over an hour. Thought it went fairly well. I fumbled a bit on the questions but hopefully didn't lose too many marks on that account. The opponents and my co-counsel were really really good! I was super impressed.

Anyway glad that it's over!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One module down yay!! I hope I do well for this. I was reading my appellate brief haiyo I sound like such a retard.

Hung out a while.

Thought I would go see L for a bit cause she was just done at school but she was tired, it was rainy, I was sleepy so ended up going home.

Since then have done nothing except watch Desi Boyz which by the way is a damn lame movie!! According to it's the story of life and we had a loooooong conversation regarding referrals etc. Quite fun. Did a little bit of research because today was just too intense for me without any conclusion and looks like there's a lot of work to be done during the holidays.

When when when when when when when are exams endinggggggggggg.

Hope this goes well.

Finally writing my arguments for tomorrow's moots :c

What an end to a first year of law school!

Thursday was a good day. It was a rainy morning so I lolled around in bed before getting up leisurely and leaving for Tort - the last lesson of year 1!!! We had a quiz and I answered perfectly wahaha Tort queen. Gave Prof a present and a cake and took a few photos. Then hung around downstairs for a while, tried and failed to start writing my moot script, met Xy after her last class and chatted for a bit. Love talking to Xy :) Am so happy we are still close despite barely seeing each other thanks to our crap schedules this term.

Had an excellent sleep.

Am all ready to enjoy today!!! Happy Good Friday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY L!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY L!!!!!!!!!!! An old hag now hehe. Quite sad that I can't hang out with you today :c Hope today is indeed a GOOD FRIDAY for you.

It started off good for me :)

Apparently I need a keeper.

Just got home a while ago. V sleepy. Today was a good day. Happy end of year 1 (end of lesson version)!

Second last day of school.

I'm in Tort nowwwzzz.

Lunch with Haza was very eventful hehe. We talked about eveeeeerything and we

both tried new things.

Walked her back to her office in the blazing sun - I must have become 10 shades darker :c Got back and sat with Constance and Ping for a while downstairs. I forgot to bring my Tort book, my matric card, pencils, paper... Yeah basically I was carrying a whole load of useless stuff in my bag. Sigh.

Been playing Draw Something obsessively the past few days and I have some really long running game streaks with some people! Some of the drawings are funny but what is funnier is the words being guessed.

Some are of course just plain ridiculous.

Apparently John Abraham and Akshay Kumar are in town yesterday and today. And the time I was at Orchard Central, Akshay was in Somerset 313. LOSE IS LOSE :c

Tort is going okay, I am sitting with my favourite people listening to Economic Torts and I am so confused. I can't wait to pack up and go homez.

Lazyyy and sleepy.

Going to meet H today for lunch! FINALLY get to spend some time with her. Haven't spent any time with her in aaaagggggeeeeesssssss she is such a workaholic.

My room is such a mess and I am so sleepy. Today started off nice and rainy and cool, I hope this lovely weather continues throughout the day.

Okay no it won't it's becoming bloody hot argh.

Why so emo?

My Tetris skills suck. I just downranked like 6 ranks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy birthday Seema!!

Should have known something was up when I had a good half hour to go before submission.. HAHA. Must thank Lav for rousing me and Puj for waking me up by calling me, texting me, Facebook chatting me HEHE so cutez. She tried every mode of communication to make sure I got up <3 So I was up from 12 all the way to now in fact, working on the stupid appellate brief. Or appellate grief, as many call it.

Thought that the word count was only for arguments and happily submitted the nonsense thing at 830 and then went to read the instructions and realised that OMG I was 1200 words over the limit. So I started lopping off paragraphs and words big time. Sent a second copy just a few minutes after the deadline, apologising profusely. Oh well but YAY it's over and done with.

Haven't had proper sleep since 7 yesterday morning. Am damnnnn tired, my world is spinning and my head hurts like mad. No Witch for me today, I think I am going to go to the school clinic and see the doctor though.

Have started taking medication for my skinf again. Hopefully they work!

I really want to meet PPJ soooon. I feel like it's been SO LONG since I've seen them. My life feels incomplete :c

Hope 's interview goes well. So sad that after 2 nowhere is freeeeee. Lose is lose indeed. OKAY time for a nap.

Why are you shortchanging yourself!

You saw the standard. You're so much better than that, no competition!!

Yup that's it then :) Not sure which principle is being followed (or if any is being followed at all) but that's that. The only thing standing in your way is a lack of exposure to the right things, but that will come with time. Everything else is working in your favour.

Oh dear, what has happened.

Find it quite funny how my mother asked me what my plans for the evening were when I have absolutely none.

Just want to skip over to the good stuff.

I can't believe that a part of me actually doesn't feel like going. What is wrong with me??

Perhaps I just have too much work to do.

Happy birthday Ram!

A legitimately long day.

Just got home. Am super super super super SUPER tired. Must be the combination of a lack of sleep and medication which is causing me to feel so sleepy. Was listening to Maiden on the bus home and their music is just so peaceful I almost missed my stop.

Tort today was alright, I brilliantly forgot to bring my charger to school today so had to borrow A's (thanks!) and make do with low energy applications so that it wouldn't run out. Held up surprisingly well though, I must say. Had the moot briefing at 330. That was interesting but I am quite nervous for moots!! Have to start working on the appellate brief research. There is really quite a lot of work to complete and handle.

Haven't spoken to since laptop started acting funny. Oh well.

Finally got to meet Xy and have a chat with her between the moot talk and the associate talk!! I am so glad. It has been soooooooo long since we met and while not a lot has happened, it is always nice to spend time together and catch up :)

It was during that break also that I decided that henceforth I am going to believe in mystical signs of the universe. Hehe sounds like such a vague thing right. Yeah I agree but I am tired of thinking and analysing stuff to decide what to do so I am just going to let the world decide for me. Like for example, if I am contemplating going home and the bus I have to take is just THERE then I shall take it to be a sign that I need to go home. Things like that. The reason for this is because I was just thinking about the strange types of movies Xy and I always used to end up watching together and how we always thought the characters were retarded for doing those things and finally turns out that BOTH of us ended up doing such things -_- Similarly, my choice of literary characters (Heathcliff and Rochester) seem to be ominous indicators of personalities of people I end up associating with :/ all these are harbingers! Signs! Premonitions I need to pay close attention to in future!!!

The associate's talk was alright, I was just very cold throughout and was distracted by my carrots.

The talk ended kind of early so Ping and I just sat outside and chilled and talked.

You win some, you lose some.

Okay basically I regaled her with stories of my life and the poor thing had to sit there and suffer through them ha ha. It's always great talking to Ping. She really helps puts thing in perspective :>

Red is for celebration.

But what a painful one it is >:"(

Massages.

Life doesn't always turn out the way you want it to.

I honestly can't remember what I spent the morning doing.. but it was obviously nothing very important or productive. Got to school and had our BGS consultation with Prof. It was okay, short. After that we had a little BGS meeting and for some reason I was falling asleep all over the place. I just haven't been sleeping properly these past few days. Waking up in the middle of the night for no reason and whenever I wake up in the morning I just feel zoned out and woozy.

After that hung out with Smz for a bit. Went to meet Sharon at Cityhall and then I went with Sharon to get some vouchers at Ion and then headed back to school to study with Seema. We actually got some work done, then went to eat and then hung out outside school indulging her vices and chatting. Hehehe. Got a lift from S's friend, thanks :)

Sleepy, I'm going to bed.

Pioneer v Expert.

Okay my favourites from Kill 'Em All are The Four Horsemen, Whiplash and No Remorse. Burton's bass is brilliant but I find Hetfield's voice a little thin?

But omg I like ALL the songs in the Black Album!!!

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This morning there was a huge thunderstorm. Whipping wind, torrential rain and booming thunder. I closed my room door, put on the fan, sat under the covers, plugged in my speakers and listened to Maiden REALLY LOUDLY over the roar of the storm. Was the perfect way to start my morning :>

Then had to get dressed and leave for class -_- Witch's class was a bloodbath as usual. To add to it, she forgot to add in two cases for us to read so no class was really a mess. The sound of fear stricken students (silence) is a highly uncomfortable one indeed. Just glad that class is over for the week. Test on Saturday of course still looms large and ominous but a blank sheet of paper is easier to deal with.

Dressed like a slob today :(

Better today but maybe lunch tomorrow with Yp and P will help further!

Welcome back to the real world.

So today heralds the start of week 9 of school. Only another 5 more weeks to go before the Summer holidays.. Oops, I mean before the exams.

Break week has been fun. I enjoyed every single day - there wasn't one frustrating or boring moment during the week. And of course for that I shall now pay the price.

But it is a good thing I guess given that there is a desperate need for me to buck up so that I don't flunk out this semester.

Should send A that email soon!

No no no no no no no no no.

I just can't deal with all this right now.

Heh so awesome.

I am so ready for summer.

Today I am at camp.

Happy leap day!

So today has been a rather slow and lazy day. They had a P&F marathon on TV! Mindlessly watched cartoons for hours together, downloaded music, ate a whole host of delicious things - from yogurt plum almond cereal pecan parfaits to pizzas and spent an inordinate amount of time doing absolutely nothing. Only productive thing I did was to perhaps do some preparatory work for tomorrow and cleaned out the junkyard that was my clothes cupboard.

Despite doing barely anything, I am really tired.

Had a 3 minute conversation in the morning.. Looks like my policy of ending once a single day passes is not going to be any time soon. Even yesterday the whole day was fairly silent but one incredulous message and a good night at night broke the streak.

I have yet to pack my bag for tomorrow argh I should do that now.

L had her Hindi exam today. She said it was a little tough but otherwise decent. I hope she does well. I feel super bad that these days I am so preoccupied with my own life and drama that I have totally neglected certain important events in my friends' lives. I hate that. DO I NEED PILLS TO CURE POOR MEMORY??

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For some reason today's WOTD is "Bangladesh". Haha we are really crazy - the conversation was so full of nonsense. Was lovely :)

Oh dear.

Was supposed to go to the zoo to use the free coupon but that plan didn't work out because S wasn't feeling that well and Xy ditched me for AW >:( Quite upset.

Seema came over to study today (Tuesday). It was overall a pretty decent day.

I am sorry for being irresponsible though :(

I am typing this with my eyes closed.

Knew I shouldn't have come into such close contact with someone who was coughing so much :( Today I was just so pooped thanks to the worst sinus attack on earth. I kept sneezing and the terrible weather did nothing to help matters. Urgh.

Met J for brunch in the morning. Was planning on having pancakes but finally decided against it. I am so proud of myself! Had a good chat with her. It is always great being around J <3 One of the best things about JC was the chance to get to know her.

After that we walked around a bit and I was so tired I slept for a while around her :( I am so sorry!!! Had to head back to school and work on my Client Advice letter. Did an okay job of it and then later met M for dinner!! This time I had pancakes. It's been soooooo long since I last saw her and I am really glad we got the opportunity to hang out. Talked a lot and a lot and a lot. Love how I can be so honest around her. It is very refreshing.

Was picked up my Pa and came home. Time to hit the sack.

It's been 8 weeks!

The weekend has been a good lead up to Recess Week!

1. Friday:

Somewhat studied before heading out in the evening for a short while.

Was home by 10 and studied until about 3/4.

2. Saturday:

Woke up, printed a whole bunch of stuff for Tort and left for my exam WHICH WAS JUST SO WEIRD OMGGGG. Seriously the question should have just been "write about the Tort of negligence" or "summarise chapters 3 - 7 as best as you can". It was sooo wide. I could have written 3000 words and it still wouldn't have been enough argh. Frustrating.

Anyway once that was over, I went over to PS to go buy myself a swimsuit after which I met Sangeetha at the temple before we walked over to Gokul. Seema and Haza joined us. It's always fun hanging out with them :) It was SUCH a hot day though wanted to die from the heat. S had to go for a play at SOTA and H left to go home and sleep. S and I went to watch Ghostrider which was a veena ponna padam -_- Both of us were trying hard not to fall asleep in the theatre.

Went shopping for a bit after that and then went home. Was soooo sleepy

and turned in fairly early.

3. Sunday:

I woke up at something like 6 something to find people still up from the night before!!!

Apparently was a really fun night haha.

I drove to tuition and gave the car to Pa once I got there. Got to tuition a little late though and had to leave a little early. So must make up for it this week. I am quite glad with the progress J is making :) her English has improved quite a lot and she is able to think up points for her essays and all fairly quickly.

After tuition

met for lunch and then I went home and made some pastries!

They were really yummy.

RECESS WEEK IS HERE!!!

Tomorrow's lunch shall be incentive.

It is very difficult to study the law when Breaking the Law plays non-stop in your head.

Bugbear.

Woke up early this morning to study - ended up chatting for an hour with H on our Whatsapp chat group. We really talk a lot.. heh.

Had a long chat with Pg. She really puts things into perspective :)

Went to school for Tort. It was okay, the presentation was pretty decent. Our class is tiiiiny compared to the other class. I don't understand why. We got back our grade for the written assignment - it was just okay :c Oh well.

Hung out a bit after school.

Came home and did nothing but chat, watch some TV and tutor my kid over Gtalk.

Slightly disturbed.

Was supposed to meet M in the morning for a pancake brunch (teehee) but that didn't work out. Finished reading Breach of Stat Duty and left the house for the earlier Tort class. I thought I hated having classes at 330 but actually I think I dislike classes at 12 more. They are splat in the middle of the day! You have to eat lunch at 10 and there is a lot of traffic on the road. You don't even have time to properly do anything in the morning before class either. Urgh. The only good thing about class at 12 is that it ends at 330 which means you have time to go out and do things before going home unlike late afternoon classes. Still, the best classes are morning ones I feel. You're DONE at 12 and then have the whoooooole day ahead of you. Hopefully next sem I get a nice timetable.

Tort was okay - these topics are so much easier than duty of care stuff urgh. Still have a lot of work to do before the exam on Saturday though :/

Went home and started getting ready.

L's show was good!

And then something strange happened.

Happy international pancake day!

I really don't understand why I love pancakes so much but SERIOUSLY JUST LOOK AT THEM OHMAGAAAAAWWWWWWWWDDDDDDD.

Every time the four of us meet, I end up eating pancakes. It's as if every Tuesday I have pancake cravings heh. But today I was nice and we gave in to P's craving for Soup. Ate at the Soup Spoon at Cityhall. Always have a great time hanging out with my ex-Crim group :) There's always a lot to talk about and comment on and we lead such interesting lives heh heh heh.

Had ice cream at BnJ's after that and then P and I went back to school for our classes, Jy went to cut his hair and P went to work (big surprise -_-)

Class today was nothing out of the ordinary. Same old drag. Was glad to get out of there and go home. It has been a while since I went home immediately after class.

Going to read up for tomorrow's class now. I am such a good girl.

SIGH.

Couldn't really hear any of the songs but could hear the heavy bass and see the fancy lights during class :( Went to Fort Canning to check out the concert for a bit after class and then left for home.

No opportunity to hang out for very long though.

Why do I wake up so early sometimes?

Am in the witch's lair right now. Dimak khana/chabana is going on here - poor Zy's group.

Have had such a good weekend, this week I have got way too much to catch up on, not to mention studying for the test on Saturday :/

I think I caught something from on Saturday. My nose just will not stop leaking.

It is going to be a sad night. I have Legal Writing tonight in a room that FACES Fort Canning park where Judas Priest is performing :'(

Just have to deal with it.

It has been a short week.

Being a retard in Tort these two days. WHY LIKE THIS. I just want tomorrow to come so that I can go back to having a good time and get away from everything.

Good morning.

Got to go for library training now.

Home for dinner after a long while.

Got the battery of my iPhone (thanks L :) replaced and the centre button as well yayayayay I have a phone that is practically brand new! I love the fact that I can connect so easily to the web now but I miss buttons so much :(

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Class was rather boring today and I was zoning out quite a lot. Have to start doing work tonight - I haven't properly been studying for many weeks now.

Goodnight.