Visiting day.

Wow. Today was just. Wow.

Happy Sunday!

Today is such a beautiful day - it is sunny and warm but there are light breezes to stave off the heat. Perfect for lounging around or having a picnic outside.

Nothing much going on today, though. It is pretty quiet at home. I am trying desperately to bond with my Tort book but so far no luck. I think I will take a break and watch TV (free channels, yay!) or maybe play with my Sims for a while. Maybe I shall go swimming in the evening :)

Had to clean the house today, for CNY Ma says. I don't understand how the cleaning of the house etc. applies but the hong bao giving and eating DOESN'T. What sort of double standards is this!!!

What a day.

I had a brilliant day.

I will edit this post and elaborate tomorrow when I am less tired.

Yay :)

Wonder what's going to happen.

Why do I keep vacillating between decisions like this?

Should have just kept my mouth shut.

No.

This is not a good idea at all. It has to end.

Please give me the strength to do so.

I'm screwed :)

It is weird to formalise something like this.

Just got home.

Wow this is late.

Today was a really exhausting day. Woke up super early in the morning to prepare for the W's class but it kind of failed. Read some of the cases and the rest were just..words on a page and nothing more. Trudged over to class, realised I had left my purse at home and had to borrow money from H (thank you, kind soul). Class was torturous as usual. And sooo terribly long. I have never felt 3 hours to be such a drag before in my life. Was just glad to get out of there.

Kind of pestered to meet me for a bit. Hope wasn't mad :( I don't want to be forcing bits into slots they don't fit into.

No stamina anymore.

Reading cases is so hard.

So how?

The week hasn't even started for me, but I already want to skip ahead to the end.

THE END THE END WHERE IS THE END.

Determined.

I don't know if you're secretly a master manipulator or whether I just dug myself into an evidential hole.

I enjoy your company but I will not. I REPEAT WILL NOT get into the mess that potentially hangs over us all.

Zen.

Feeling great now :)

Friday the 13th was awesome.

Just had our BBQ + swimming party that did not take off at my place! Most have gone home, some have gone to hang out at the railway tracks and others have gone to play football. Was a nice, quiet kind of party. We played cards and ate A LOT and played two rounds of polar bear (which I think we kind of suck at) and yeah it was fun. I even cooked some meat!! Which I am awesome at, by the way.

Hopefully we have one such gathering every month!

Why is my timetable like this.

Had a good talk with Xy after class :) Thanks love.

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Night class is a terrible thing. I am so tired now I just want to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

I think I'm going mad.

What they say about her is not untrue in the least. It was an uncomfortable session and I miss TCH so badly :( Miss my class too. Lucky I have a few people (H, Jy etc) in this sem's classes but still..

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Everytime I close my eyes or drift off a bit the scene keeps replaying in my head.

A special day, indeed.

I will say this: a kat did definitely get my tongue.

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I wonder if I'll even remember this day in the years that follow. Is it that important at all?

Too many racing games.

It was a wild dream and according to the rider, a weird one too.

Why is life like this.

Was supposed to meet H for lunch but poor thing wasn't feeling well so that got cancelled :( Hope you're feeling better!!

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Had a brilliant day nonetheless!

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On a vaguely related note, what am I doinggg. Why is it that I am unable to do what so many others successfully do? WHERE. AM. I. GOING. WRONG :(

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Checked mail today and sighhhz there are emails from Professors and TAs talking about the stuff that has to be done for the upcoming semester. I know I know I resolved to work harder this year and finally start studying but whyyyy does it have to start now.

To make it worse, tomorrow's zoo date is off. I really wanted to go to the zoooooooooooooooo.

And I do believe that.

Spent the day with Ak today. We went to watch Don 2. It was okay, I thought the plot was rather choppy and overly complicated. I much preferred the first movie with a simple plot and one BIG twist rather than a complicated plot with many small twists. The fight scenes were really really amaaazing though. I loved them. Sad that there were no decent songs and that Shah Rukh looks terribly haggard and worn out. His teeth were yucky :( Why like that Shah Rukh, what happened to you :(

It's always nice hanging out with A. We chit chatted a lot and generally had a good time.

We really do need to meet up more though.

Am glad that L is finally home! Have missed her a lot and a lot and a lot. Wanted to call her tonight but got caught up in the drama that is life. Why don't people just leave you alone?

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Thanks to my crappy time table for this semester, I can barely sign up for all the things I want :( Maybe it's a good thing. Maybe I will now be forced to start studying seriously.

As J always said: everything always happens for the best.

The start of a happening life.

Think I am having too good a time.

Spent the day with L today. The heat was unbearable but everything about the day was awesome otherwise.

It's been wayyyy too long since we last hung out and this was long long overdue. We played Guitar Hero and Sims and talked a lot and ate yummy cake and ice lemon tea and basically were kids having a good time together.

That was...sudden.

Whoa.

Don't feel so great now.

But thanks, really. At least I can spend my time dreaming about things that might actually happen.

Can't get enough.

Today was great :)

Woke up, lazed around a bit, watched a little of Rab Ne Bana Di Jodi <3 and then left for ice cream at Island Creamery with Smz, Yummy and later as a pleasant surprise, K.

Ate ice cream and talked for hours, really had a good time. S left earlier to meet her friends and K ditched a much-postponed, long-overdue dinner to go drinking with the guys -_- and Y went home. It's so weird seeing a train station in this part of town.. It is very foreign and strange to be suddenly connected with the rest of the country in this manner.

I went home and am now playing on the computer, faithfully ignoring my readings for the coming week. I keep messaging everyone to find out what interesting things they're doing in a bid to live vicariously and spice up my own life and I think I am doing a good job. I FEEL GREAT NOW.

From minority to majority to minority again.

K said he felt sad for me :(

I'll tell you what's worse than total captivity - partial freedom. Just a little taste of it leaves you hankering or yearning for more and that makes you do stupid things.

But I can only wish.

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Today was another lazy day. Woke up, D uncle was over for breakfast, I drove S to class and drove back on my own for the very first time!!, got ready to leave for school, went to school, took photos, met K (thanks for waiting :) and then got dropped home. So nice right! Went to the Waterloo temple, ate and am now home.

The photoshoot was quite fun and it was nice to meet everyone after such a long time away from my real life. We all were dying in our blazers and stuff though and I had my hair loose as well which was NOT a good idea. I haven't sweated so much in over a month; it was quite torturous. I am a little nervous about being part of this though - I really want to do a good job and it has been a while since I was in the thick of things like I used to be in school. I hope I get back into the swing of things quickly. I have my first few 'assignments' up already and I really want to do a good job. Wish me luck!

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Lots of people are back in town for the Christmas break but I haven't had a chance to meet any of them and now they are all gone. I think I am having a hard time getting back to living the life I used to lead.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Hopefully this year will be a brilliant one for all of us.