Different lives.

Got home about an hour ago from the meetup with the K11 gang. Really glad we met up even though no one could make it for dinner and I sat alone, read two books, shouted at two managers and got a free drink. It feels like I haven't seen them in 238123877348 years though it's just been 3 days. Missed H, A and P :( Lots of us are having trouble getting used to clean air and S food. I randomly crave rotis and dal -_- My mother is thrilled - life just got easier for her without the rice maniac around.

We watched Sherlock Holmes. It was okay but I prefer the books where Sherlock uses only his brains and not his fists too. Jude Law was super handsome though, I wish he were Sherlock.

I ate rotis for breakfast.

Things suddenly seem very different. Maybe I need time to get used to living my real life and being thrown into the thick of things the second I come back is a little too much for me right now.

Missing everyone really badly!!! I am so glad H called :) And that I'll be seeing mostly everyone tomorrow!!

Everyone's so grown up now.

Am at the airport, waiting to board the plane. Will miss my friends a lot a lot and a lot.

 

Strange how everyone's so grown up and is starting to do things I will never have the chance or opportunity to do.

A busy busy end to the year.

Can you believe it, we're already in the last month of the year! 2011 has gone by really fast. Okay, it actually hasn't. Basically it's weird that we've just started school and already the year is over.

Leaving tomorrow and won't be back until the 26th :'( I love travelling and going overseas but this is not my favourite country and December is rainy and wet and muddy but I will make the best of it. I think I'm really privileged to have been able to travel somewhere every single year.

Today I've got peripheral packing to finish (I am such an awesome packer) and that's about it. Have a lot of stuff to work on though for things after the 26th argh.

Going to spend some quality time with my Sims today.

WHAT THE.

I haven't even done any LS and it's already driving me up the wall.

I think...... I MIGHT BE MISSING CONTRACT SOB :'(

Oh well.

Today will fade into the nothingness of the past lest these few words immortalise them:

Nothing happened today.

OOPS. Guess the day will fade into nothingness anyway.

Too big.

Reading Donoghue v Stevenson for the first time (really) and it is strange.. When I started school, this seemed like the longest case in the world. Compounded by the fact we spent about three weeks (NINE HOURS) on this, it made the thing seem even longer.

But after having conquered 94 page cases (Daniel Vijay) and some 85 page cases (Zurich) and some other ridiculously long cases (I did not, however, read Lee Chez Kee of 122 pages), this 61 page long case on decomposed snail bits seems very manageable.

This post has just reinforced the sadness our lives have become :(

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Started packing my luggage today. There's a lot of stuff that needs to go in and despite being an excellent packer (I truly am), I seem to be unable to accurately estimate the type as well as number of clothes I need for this trip. It's crazy! I could pack 11 kilos for a 14 day trip to Korea and Vietnam and actually have excess luggage but am unable to pack to go to a country where I will be able to just walk outside and buy anything and everything.. MAYBE THAT'S WHY. Either way, for the first time, packing is a pain. I have to get so many things in order before next Friday. SO IRRITATING.

Went to town with S today.

Felt super ugly :'( It rained the entire day in a dreary manner - totally sympathetic background. Highlight of the trip was grocery shopping where we bought 'champagne' for $2.95 and drank them out of plastic cups.

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L's exams are almost over. FINALLY!!! I cannot wait to see her. It's been way too long and I have become way too fat without her to tell me off. Yayayayayayay.

I think I shall play some Sims.

Almost there.

Today was such a loverly day.

I woke up at 721 in the morning and it was breezy and cool outside - perfect weather. I ate terrible baked beans (Italy, what are you doing......) then played Tetris then watched

1. How pencils are made (very interesting)

2. How soap bars are made (even more interesting)

3. How bubblegum is made (not very interesting)

4. How goat cheese is made (laaaaame)

5. How paneer is made (boring)

Then S came home and we watched the Runaway Jury. I found the book riveting but S found it boring, she found the movie better but.. nahhh books > movies any day.

Then my mother cheated me regarding lunch.

Then I watched

7. America's Next Top Model

8. Some random nonsense on Youtube

Between all these videos I played Sims many times :') I finally love them again!

With that, my first non-exam day has come to a close. It actually sounds like a day with an exam hmm. Guess my schedule doesn't change much. OH WELL.

Next week is going to be so hectic. I am not looking forward to December at all.

Crim sucked.

It was really bad.

Slept for 3 hours.

Back to Crim. Wish I had the whole day instead of having to go for AS. Which, incidentally, I don't even KNOW how to study for.

Wait, can you?

Still up part 3.

Still not done :'(

Still up part 2.

WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CASES.

Still up.

Progressing slowly.

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At least we don't have exams on Saturdays.

1 down, 3 to go!

Paper was okay. Except that instead of 'carp' I wrote 'crap' a few times :/ And time to time Poh Lian and Charles appeared in my script. I can't seem to get over the presentations we did...

People were in all states of sleepiness in the morning and there were some horribly dressed people around -_- To borrow Josh's words: just because you're having exams doesn't mean you have to look like a slob! Hehehe.

Z forgot to bring her bag and everybody (mostly A) lent her extra notes and things like that :) Solidarity in times of distress.

After the paper, went to eat laksa for the first time ever!! P and Y took me to Fortune Centre and we stuffed our faces there. Then we went to Iluma to eat ice cream. Went home and took a loooooong nap, just woke up. Am really worried I won't be able to finish Crim in time for the exam because I still have EVERYTHING to do. So far I have only covered murder.. this sucks.

Oh well.

I thought I knew "something" but turns out I know nothing.

GUESS I'LL JUST HAVE TO WING IT.

Knew there had to be something.

The Internet. I'm addicted to the internet. WHY NOT SIMS INSTEAD.

Performance anxiety.

I don't get it.

What more were you expecting?

What sorcery is this.

Cold milk is awesome.

Tried very hard to rekindle my addiction for Sims but it has had limited success. In other words: HELP!!! I CAN THINK OF NO EXCUSES TO AVOID STARTING ON CRIM ANYMORE!!!!!!!!

YAY bed time soon.

I am having a really bad sinus issue (at least I hope that's what it is) today and it's killing me. My head hurts, my throat hurts, my nose keeps leaking. So I didn't study at all today. Woke up, played Sims, watched TV, read a book, played on the computer, vaguely flipped through Contract, took a nap (events are not listed in chronological order).

Pretty slack eh. Weather is amazing for sleeping/doing all the things I did so overall I must say it was a pretty decent day.

Unfortunately I still keep eating like a pig though. I now have this terrible craving for Chocolate Gateau cake :( I must have one before the year is over given that I didn't get one on my birthday. NEED CAKE.

Red velvet yogurt is yummy.

Just going to bed am pooped. Here is my day summarised:

1. Woke up
2. Tore my hair out over terms and UCTA
3. Disturbed my mother many times
4. Restless again so went to meet X at yogurt place
5. Had a great time!
6. Walked around aimlessly for bit before going home
7. Heard very exciting news about J's blossoming l ife ;) Hehehe
8. Had a guest over for dinner
9. Am going to bed

OKAY FINE IT DOESN'T SOUND SO TIRING BUT IT WAS OKAY!!!!!!!

What am I going to do.

Now I find that the only thing that kept me going what I was hoping beyond hope for is not just out of my reach,

it is not possible.

Lame.

What a lame day.

1. Woke up
2. Bathed
3. Ate A LOT of random stuff I wasn't even interested in eating
4. Watched TV obsessively
5. Opened and closed my Contract book many times
6. Watched more TV
7. Got so restless I went to buy groceries so that I wouldn't pull my hair our
8. Hated the rain
9. Loved the wind
10. Opened and closed my book many more times
11. I am now drinking water.

Lame lame laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

That was quick.

Nice friend dropped me off and I just got home. Feels lovely to have the house to myself. It's been a long day.

Went to school early to prep for the debate thing - didn't turn out quite like I thought it would but hey, it's over. Ate lunch, went for class, then hung out with C, Y and P for a while talking nonsense and just having fun, then took the train to the temple and ended up doing a lot of manual work. And that's about it.

Can't believe the semester is over.

Was a good run.

How fitting that the last class of the semester was the first class I ever had here..

Facebook group came up a little too late but hey better now than never.

Will miss my class for sure. We had good fun.

Okay.

Here's how the day is going.

So contracts sometimes smell.

This is not good.

OMG can't believe this is our last Contract lesson :(

I am trying to start studying now.

I am really glad the semester is going to be over soon. School is really getting on my nerves. Am quite happy about the people in my class but the work is SUCH a pain. I do everything else to avoid it and it. just. does. not. seem. to. go. away. To add to it, I feel so uninspired. Okay, granted, rarely do I feel genuinely inspired to do anything but a total and utter sense of apathy has taken over me and I really just can't seem to give a damn.

Yeah, I will regret this in a few days.

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Today was an okay day. First week without LTB OMG FREEDOM~ It felt so strange to end at 12 and not have any other classes waiting for me.

Crim wasn't fun.

Class was waaaayyyy too quiet.

Hung out with Y and P for a while after that and chit-chatted. Was good. Came home and I am sure you know what I was up to so I shall not elaborate.

Okay bye.

Need to snap out of this funk right now.

I haven't been studying and it's not good.

Delusions.

de·lu·sion   [dih-loo-zhuhn]
noun
1. an act or instance of deluding.
2. the state of being deluded.
3. a false belief or opinion: delusions of grandeur.
4. Psychiatry. a fixed false belief that is resistant to reason or confrontation with actual fact: a paranoid delusion.

And according to L: False, unusual and sometimes magical belief that is unrelated to cultural or religious ideas.

But how on earth can you distinguish m from cultural ideas? It is just not possible.

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I did nothing today except watch TV excessively and read excessively.

Feels great but the stain of guilt spreads oh so quickly.

It stings.

Just drove home, we're all so tired.

Really, tired.

Need a nap.

Just came home from tuition - it was exhausting.

I think I invest too much of myself into this, man.

Leaving for S's performance at the Esplanade sooooooooon and then dinner yay.

Kind of a lame day.

Everyone's bitter as usual. I don't get why every single outing we have turns out like this. We rarely step out of the house and when we do, someone puts up a big bloody tantrum.

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S's performance was great, she looked great. I enjoyed it even though my interest in classical music is so-so at best. I am proud of her.

In the morning I left for the Gurudwara to help out with the preparations.

Met some great people there.

Had a REALLY bad sinus attack when sorting through all the musty stuff. I hate my nose and will never forgive my parents who gave me this pathetic excuse for a nose. I HATE IT.

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I haven't watched a movie since school started but for some reason I have no desire to do so :'( What is wrong with me. PLEASE LET ME WANT TO WATCH RA ONE AND 7AM ARIVU!!!

TGIF.

I have honestly never felt TGIF at all but today, for the first time EVER, it was such a heartfelt emotion I might have actually teared from joy at some point...

NAH KIDDING!! Heh but seriously, I am glad the weekend is here.

First of all, for some strange, inexplicable reason I was late and rushing for everything today. WHY?! I am usually SUPER punctual. Okay the being 10 minutes late for Crim had to do with my stomach but still!!! I am never late!! And later on when we went to Little India to eat (I am impressed with Jy's willingness to try new things) and the threading just took WAY TOO LONG (thought of course now I look awesome and not like weregirl) and I had to literally run back in the rain to school in the rain with my face burning like mad. HATED IT. Plus I was wearing my new shirt and my hair was loose arghhh worst kind of day to run around like a madman!

As for school, I must admit that Crim was.......... painful.

:(

Kinda suffered through it and OMG we are done with the syllabus. HOW AWESOME/FREAKY/SCARY/AMAZING is that huh!

The Mediation talk after school was......alright. My class found ways to best engage themselves during the guy's lengthy and in my opinion rather o speech. Found out it was Ananda's birthday (happy birthday dude) and am home now. Yay looks like an unproductive four days lie ahead!! Yippee.

Happy birthday, A.

Last Spanish class today and we had our exam. It was pretty easy. I am so sad that I cannot continue with my current class! My commitments just don't allow me to start classes this year and a lot of my classmates are way too busy :( Kinda sucks.

I had a great time.

By the way...

/edit:

Poor girl :(

One more NAILED.

But my time is almost up.

I smell great~

I don't get why my mother says one day I look GREAT in a shirt and two days later I look TERRIBLE in that same shirt. How does that even make sense! According to her my bottoms make a difference -_-

In Contract now and everyone is feeling sleepy/tired. The blinds are drawn in our class and the AC is justttt right. This would be a great time for a nap.

Too much salt, but

had a great day. Met RJ after so long and she looks great! 2 hours was just not enough time together. Next week hopefully we meet to play Mario!!

Went to school to meet the Daniel Vijay group. Ended talking about everything from marriages, minions, music and Mulan. (Hmm interesting - everything starts with M) + MIMI WONG haha. Most of the time was spent panicking over timetables though. Some people like Ping got really lucky. I have a terrible timetable. All afternoon classes and one bloody NIGHT class. Omgggggg and my Profs are all super hardcore and intense. I am already getting pitying looks and pats on the back not to mention ominous "enjoy what is left of your life" greetings :/

Somehow, it just doesn't help.

Unadulterated AWESOMENESS.

Listening to Iron Maiden and Iron Maiden alone is *.*

I am glad that when I stepped into the second hand CD shop I didn't see any Iron Maiden CDs. No one in their right minds would give those up duhh.

All talk, no walk.

Just stop this "I feel so jilted" business.

YOU are the one not doing your duty. Shrieking loudly will not cover that up.

My addiction is over.

I feel purposeless, just...lost.

Using Sims for work has broken my obsessive love for it.

Goodbye Dear Sims, it is time we take a break.

Mistake.

How sad it must be to be a great racehorse but only be allowed to eat old oats.

Need sleep. And fries.

Today was the start of the Crim presentations. Some people are done with all their Law Mod presentations! Good for them. Had some pleasant news from Rathna about your class' performance for the written reports so that assuaged some of our fears. Luckily our presentation day has been moved to Saturday. Our answers are a little different from the other groups' and Prof R asks prettaye hard questions :/ Glad that we have some more time to prepare. Good luck to Fiona's group presenting on Friday!

Just hung out after Crim with my group to discuss stuff and just chill~ It was fun. Jy FINALLY admitted that he found us fun hehe we knew that he loved us all along but hearing it from him is special, right guys? Aww.

I had to pee DAMN A LOT OF TIMES TODAY >:( I really don't know why! I didn't drink a lot of water but kept having to go to the bathroom. It was ridiculous.

In other news, my neck is still crazy itchy and the rash is fading but not as fast as I'd like it to. It is so ugly and is also now on my jawline urgh.

I really cannot be bothered to read anything now, I am going to bed. God knows I need a good long sleep. I think I am suffering from narcolepsy.

Screw you, Charlie.

Today was a pretty decent day.

LSLMA class was fun in the first half, but got a little draggy in the second half. Ended up sitting next to Prof today so that was.......................an interesting experience to say the least heh. The presentations were good, good job guys :) Got our marks for the test back today. I performed below averagely so that was disappointing. Considering I only studied the morning of the exam it is not a bad grade but still :/ Oh well. Definitely need to put in some more elbow grease to do well. Congrats to those who did well, especially Fiona!! Whose script was perfect by the way. So proud of her!!!

Then hung around with Hy at the library and the evil girl manipulated me into watching HIMYM!!!!! Spent the whole afternoon watching it with her grr. Had a good long chat with her too. Aww love you Hy <3 Went for the Bizcom interview later. It was okay. I think my spidey sense had not been activated yet because I didn't get any good/bad vibes from them. I hope it went well. Came home and told my groupmates some shocking news.

I think we all can be suitably terrified now.

My neck rash is now spreading over onto my shoulders and is all red and blotchy and quite gross. I think I need to get some kind of cream to put on it, better head to the doctor's soon.

In other news, the death of a poor Chinese toddler is really eating at me now :'( The poor child to have suffered SO much. And all the bloody callous people who couldn't give a shit should be made to suffer like that as well. Just because you have no LEGAL duty to help doesn't mean you don't have a MORAL duty to help.

On my way to greatness!

I have this HUGE spider bite on my neck and it looks like a rash. SUPER ITCHY!!! I think it was a radioactive spider and any day now I am going to become a female spiderman.

I have decided that I will swing from HDBs rather than from buildings in the CBD because they are more spaced out. I will also make sure my suit has more red than blue on it and my mask will have a little flap so I can breathe. I will also stuff a voice changer into the clothing so that I will sound like Darth Vader.

Here is a small drawing with the changes in yellow:

I will also not kiss anyone upside down.

I have a damn ugly pimple on my face :'(

This weekend has been so lazy, it is plain ridiculous. It was SO hot today that everyone just sat around baking in the heat. Kept sweating for no reason, it was a horrible feeling. I was sticky, itchy, thirsty, restless, tired bah hate living in a tropical country :( P was getting frustrated as well because he couldn't concentrate/get any work done. Brains work best in cool temperatures so both of us were suffering.

I finally managed to galavanise M into action and we made the world's most awesome orange cupcakes and a red velvet cake!!!! :) This is long overdue from my birthday (because no egg on vijayadashami remember) and omg the orange cupcakes are. to. die. for. You have no idea how amazing they are especially with the orange icing! Icing was a bit runny but this is our first time so excusable. The red velvet cake was a little too heavy but it is also amazing. No cream cheese frosting so it takes a little bland but omg I am eating so much and have put on so much weight, I cannot afford to add anything more :( Sigh.

Somehow managed to get batter on my hair so had to wash my hair just now and am feeling drowsy again -_-

Let me feed my addiction a little more before going to bed. Good luck to Hy and her group who is presenting for LS tomorrow!

HAHA SO CUTE!

This is screwed up in too many ways.

I seem to be labouring under the delusion that it is holiday period now - I had a perfectly good lazy day and only just woke up from a lovely long nap and this morning I woke up with a feeling of freedom you only get when you know that you have nothing holding you back from enjoying yourself -_-

What is wrong with meeeeeeee.

I can't even get rid of the wonderful feeling of elation I am having now!!!!! Had a wonderful dream of L and I being grown ups.

ARGH WHO FEELS IRRITATED AT THE FACT THAT THEY'RE FEELING HAPPY??? WHAT IS GOING ON HERE.

Hope you had a decent one too!

Lunch was greatttt with Crim groupmates. I am thankful for a good group (I know I am repeating this like crazy but after hearing some horror stories, I am overly grateful). Then I walked to Orchard and took the bus home. And guess what was waiting for me in the mail?

MY SIMS 2 EXPANSION PACK <3 <3 <3 <3 <3


My life is finally complete. I am now playing out my perfect world :') Perfect end to a perfect day.

Everyone is doing the report surreptitiously.

Class very funny today but everyone is brain dead.

Pancake pizza.

We are almost done!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope that there are no evil eyes upon us because nothing should go wrong from this point onwards.

The class is pretty exhausted this morning what with people staying up late and in some cases, staying OVER (omg). Bet everyone's looking forward to the weekend like crazy so that they can get some sleep. There's still the presentation that needs to be done though so no rest until that's over. Good luck to all the groups that are still cutting words/writing stuff/trying not to die :)

HAHA Rathna is trying hard to get our attention now, heh. I cannot wait for our lunch!!!!!!

Pervasive weirdness.

Am so pooped from today. It has been a draining day. Yes yes, you may think "oh! Nothing out of the ordinary there!"

No.

Today I realised that I am suffering from some kind of horrible fatigue - I keep alternating between ridiculous highs (must be the adrenaline) and sleep which is so intense that the world swims before me and my eyes start to burn if I just keep them open. My body feels like it's been pummeled by someone and I keep slipping in and out of hazy dazes. I have never felt like this before and I NEVER WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS AGAIN.

I went to bed at about 530 last night/this morning after finishing reading Terms, woke up at 630 and got ready for school. Today I took SOOOO many things to school, my back was aching as were my arms. Okay, just one arm actually. My right arm muscles are so much more developed than my left arm muscles, it's rather gross :( So I am trying to beef up my left biceps by carrying everything on the left but it hasn't been working out too great so far. Sigh.

Had Contract in the morning which was really heavy :( I kept losing focus. Went for lunch with P, Yp, M, A, H, Z, P - was quite fun. After a while people left for classes/more food/shade and it was just Yp and me sitting at the hot benches. Chit chatted for a bit and I was feeling SO doped I felt like I was swaying. Walked over to the benches under our school later and I vaguely flipped through some Contract stuff while the others studied with great passion (seriously), fervour (seriously) and enthusiasm (okay, now I am kidding heh) I spent the time finishing up my Spanish homework and fixing attributes to the dentist PC.

I was so awake throughout all of this but when I got up from the table, WHAM tsunami of tiredness engulfed me and I barely made it to my seat in the auditorium before half-collapsing.

The test was......fun. Time flies when you're having fun, right and boy did time fly during the test! I spent like 15 minutes just staring at the damn question trying to decide where to start and end and what issues there were in the case. I covered barely a scraping of stuff and later when people started talking about various theories like Parol Evidence and exceptions, I was like wth?!? Who can think of all of that inside the exam hall! Was the first time I didn't finish writing an essay :/ More than doing well/badly for the exam, I feel terrible that I didn't FINISH the essay. To date that has NEVER happened to me. This is such a sad day :(

After Contract test, hung out with the Crim group to get the work done and then headed off to Spanish which was surprisingly empty! Spanish was fun, as usual. Came home on a very crowded bus missing L!! Hate how the schedule prevents ANY meeting.

Doing Crim outline + report now hooooraayyyy cannot wait for tomorrow to be over and for this hunkajunk to be handed in.

My eye is smarting.

Woke up at 1 something to study, am jusssttttt about finishing up with Privity. Hooray -_- Still Offer Acceptance, Consideration, Terms and Regulation (wth is this by the way) to go and there are only a few more hours to the test.

I think I am just going to cover Terms and that's about all I have time for. I have been eating chips like a pig on my bed which is rather unusual for me because I HATE SNACKS. Hate them, hate them, hate them. The only snack I like is Pringles chips and here I am scarfing down a can on my own :( They're soooo addictive! My mother woke up and made me cold milo <3 Aww it's a cold night and it's so nice to have cold milo!! For all you people who like hot drinks: how on earth can you drink hot things in a hot country doesn't make sense at all please.

Apparently a cat was in our house earlier (while I was sleeping) and it came and left through our living room window, which by the way, is on the FOURTH floor of a WALK UP APARTMENT....I don't understand how that happened.

Have finally shoved my sister onto her own bed, woke up at 1 to find myself sharing my bed with a HUGE man-mountain. She is so tall/large/strong now!! There was barely any space on the bed AND she was sharing my quilt. I was getting squashed against the wall, poor me :(

Okay great. Now I am feeling sleepy again.

下雨天

I honestly do not understand why I feel so sleepy all the time. Is something wrong with me? Is my mind so disturbed that I am unable to rest at night? I have been dreaming a lot, but nothing out of the usual - I do dream a lot. I haven't had any issues of insomnia or anything. I really don't understand what's wrong.

Crim was alright in the morning but robbery, theft etc is just not as exciting as murder. I think my class is equally tired, we were super hyper in the first half of the lesson and in the second half everyone was so quiet and tired. The adrenaline must have worn off. Walked Y to the station and had a nice chat with her along the way. Got stuck in the rain and had to hang out there so I did my long overdue essay. I think it's absolute nonsense - I wrote about the need for a common identity and how individual cultural identities actually tear us apart. Hahaha goes against the very fabric of our society!!!!!!!! Why so seditious, girl. Getting yourself into trouble..........

Right now waiting for LTB. There's that stupid test which I am listlessly looking through slides to study for. Goodbye Contract marks :'( By the time I get home I am going to be so pooped.

Legal look alikes.

Am grateful for a nice Crim group. We were doing our assignment (like everyone else) for super long before logging off to read the cases for tomorrow morning's Crim class. Lawnet is not working for me WHY!!!! I cannot download most cases - am now resorting to kind, good samaritans to send me their cases *angel face*

Spent the whole day slacking/playing/sortttaaa studying as usual. Finished up the LTB reflections essay and was so tired that I promptly fell asleep -_- Woke up after a long nap and started on one topic of Contract. I have barely read six pages; I kid you not. Looks like Thursday is going to be a big flop. What is worrying me is the fact that I am not worried at all. I think sometimes, I'm just too chill about things. Why is it that I never experience productive stress? Or actually any kind of stress at all?

Toooooo many things due.

There is nothing wrong with a 19 year old watching Powerpuff Girls on TV in the morning okay >:(

Not bad at all.

So I thought the presentation went pretty decently today! We had a heck of a lot to cover and we spent a lot of time just figuring out what to put in and the order of the presentation so I am glad it went smoothly on the day. Just want to say thanks to my groupmates for being so patient and working hard together :) Want to thank my classmates too!! For being so engaged during our presentation and not falling asleep heh. It was Monday afternoon and was raining like crrazzzyyy outside and despite all this they were still paying attention. Aww!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

We got asked some DAMN hard questions by Prof..there was silence as usual :/ The questions asked my some of my classmates were definitely interesting, so that was nice. I got to wear my favourite pink shirt again today <3 I really like it! My team mates all agreed to wear coloured shirts also haha I will slowly galvanise the entire class MUAHAHAH.

BUT IT'S FINALLY OVER HOORAY. So two down and three to go. Not looking forward to Crim presentation at all :(

Very very very very very sleepy now, will go online to write Crim report and then go to bed YAYZ.

Ha ha call this recess week -_-

Can't believe the second day of recess week is over :( It is ridiculous. What sort of "break" is this anyway HUH.

Spent the morning just chilling~ And filing all my stuff etc. There was a lot of junk lying around so I put everything into files and O.M.G I can't stuff all my Contract stuff into a single file and I haven't printed out all the cases?!?! This is crazy. I have successfully ruined a forest already and there is still more that I need to print. Where am I going to put all this stuff? Right now it's lounging on the floor of my room because I'm worried that my cupboard will break from the weight of everything.

Then in the afternoon I left to meet my group to discuss the Crim outline. It was a really rainy day (brilliant thunderstorm but no wind :( ) so it would have been nice to sit in a warm cafe and sip tea/milk BUT where we ended up was soooo cold it was colder inside than outside. Spent most of my energy trying to keep myself warm -_- Don't understand cafes at all. Why would you not raise the temperature when it's freezing outside! Hmm should have told them, coming to think of it. Anyway, got the outline done pretty quickly. Really love my group :) They're such a fun bunch of people! So easy to be with.

During our discussion, P and I opened up a lovely email from Prof T. Our Privity report has been returned with comments. The comments are...direct to say the least.

:/

Went to Bugis to replace my sandals and to get myself a new backpack. This one is at the end of its life, poor thing. I feel so sad :'( It's my favourite bag because it can carry enormous loads and is red!!! SIGH.

Ate dinner and then watched some TV with the parents. I've now got to work on the LS presentation cause we're meeting tomorrow morning, plus there's a meeting tomorrow everning andddd I've also got to start working on my research for Crim in preparation for Friday. So much work and I still feel the urge to play/relax/chill out. How is it that everyone else is so motivated?

OH, by the way here is my birthday wish list:

1. The remaining Sims 2 expansion packs (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I WANT THESE SOOOO BADLY) This is the only real present I want actually. I don't have Sims 2 Seasons, Nightlife, Pets, Freetime and Bon Voyage. Right now my life is incomplete because I don't have these expansion packs.
2. Guitar hero on PS3 (this is really just a wish :( I'll go to L's house to play more often instead)
3. An iPod touch to fill the void in my heart left by the demise of Poddy
4. New clothes (not enough in my wardrobe)
5. A day out at the zoo + a picnic

This is how Ron should look!

Got this off this brilliant site: hpotterartdaily.blogspot.com

My day in brief.

1. Woke up late
2. Read some Crim for assignment
3. Supposed to do more work but day got eaten away by parents
4. Drove them to Little India
5. GOT SO MUCH STUFF - for wedding, for myself, for cousins, for aunts, for uncles, for our family
6. Went to Mustafa to get some j (yay thank you parents <3)
7. SWEATED LIKE MAD THROUGHOUT ALL THIS. It was quite gross.
8. Ate at Mustafa's overpriced restaurant upstairs
9. Came home at 7 something, almost 8, had 'interview' with GL
10. Am now ruining Sim lives because reading Law is ruining mine.

What an awesome day!

Played Sims, slacked, read books, that's about it. TOTALLY CHILLIN~

After all this time, still green? Always.

A lot of stuff happened today - is this a sign that the entire month is going to pass like this?

Woke up this morning to finally really start reading for the LS exam. Finally understood all the stuff HG has been talking about the entire half-term. Was still rather confused about the cases though.. Anyway with some last minute panicking and printing between me and Lis, managed to get some things in my brain.

Headed to school and didn't do anything particularly productive before the start of the exam but just joked around with my classmates outside the auditiorium. Most of the conversation surrounded what colour shirt he was going to wear that day HAHA. I guess he favours his Monday class (us) the most because he couldn't help but wear our favourite shirt that day. It has taken all the fun out of betting now :( I really want to solve the mystery of the green shirt though.. I just don't get how he can pick the same thing every week or worse, he only has that shirt. Maybe for teachers' day we should have gifted him a different shirt.

And no, it wasn't with those wonderful cognitions in mind that I entered the exam hal -_- Heh. The exam was......okay. I thought I knew what I was writing at the time but now I am not so sure. The exam passed fairly quickly and then we were free!!

I was supposed to go to the gurudwara for a meeting but it was over by the time I was done with my paper so headed to Wendy's with my Crim group to get started on our assignment. It's great working with them! We were acting so crazy in Wendy's - double checking out orders of burgers, fries, coke and chilli HAHA and then re-enacting the scene from the hypothetical given to us to get a better feel of the whole thing. We were pretty productive so we left after an hour and a half or so.

I took a nice long walk to N's house in Little India. Had a fantastic dinner there omgggg only Iyyengars can make such good puliotharai. Stuffed myself silly and watched a super hot Surya on TV for a while. N had just come down from Australia so she was there for a bit.

Overall, it was okay.

After that we headed over to Jj's house!! Apparently we were invited there for kolu. It was pretty late by then, like 10 something. And guess what! When I stepped in I saw Mr. Samikannu!!!! How cool is that! He still remembers me aww. Had a good time chatting with him until he left and then I ate (yes, again) and Jj took us on a tour of her bloody humongous house. It is GARGANTUAN. I could potentially get lost in there forever, never to be seen by humanity again~ Okay, maybe not. But it is really big! Jj treats me with such affection, as if I am her own daughter. I don't know what I did to become her pet but I do feel bad for the times I wasn't as respectful as I should have been in years past...

NOW WE ARE HOME and I have had to backdate this post because I don't want it eating into tomorrow's day. Okay sleepy time now.

Obiter.

How on earth do you study for LS?? I honestly have absolutely no clue, not the faintest idea AT ALL. Thank God for Ly who was super sweet and sent me some notes <3 <3 <3 Eternally grateful!!! In the meanwhile I am enjoying yummy macaroni in all its cheesy gloriousness (only I can make such perfect food) and wondering how long it's going to take for me to become super fat thanks to a complete lack of exercise :(

So like me -_-

S had a performance today for navarathiri and has a few more coming up over the weekend. Soon it'll be vijayadashami and my birthday!! I wonder what presents I will get hehe.

We shall not defame our neighbours.

Whyyyyyyyyyyyy does my head hurt so much. I've been having a splitting headache since yesterday and no sleep/pills/hot water seem to be working. WHY is it that I always seem to have some problem before an LSLMA anything? Maybe I'm allergic to it.

Right now we're in Crim, doing PD. Was just wondering if there is an eclipse and the world is plunged into darkness in the middle of the day and someone tries to break into your house, could I kill the person and invoke PD? Or what if there is a huge volcanic eruption and the ash covers the sunlight and we are all going to enter the next ice age and someone chooses to break into my house? Will I be able to invoke PD?

Some other things we are learning:

1. If someone says they're going to rape you and then laughs, it won't be considered a reasonable apprehension of danger (WHAT IF HE'S INSANE?)
2. Don't carry the deed to your house in your bag
3. Hitting a person on the head with a mortar IS NOT the same as making Ribena.

Dazed.

It's finally over and I had no idea how tired I was until this second. I am so fatigued I could collapse any second. Please please why are you so hardcore.

1 up, 1 down = zero stillllllllllll urgh.

Totally different.

I am so intimidated :/ Why are they all like this?

Why on earth is Zurich Insurance 85 pages long?!

It's been a pretty long time since I had a witty conversation with anyone so having buddy boy to text right through the day was great :) Thanks best friend!! I am so glad you accepted my unorthodox offer of friendship when we were at school together heh heh heh.

I wake up every morning feeling ridiculously exhausted. I have no good alarms to wake me up since the demise of Poddy (I miss you so much) and my new phone has the most retarded/embarrassing ringtone ever. So in essence, I am unable to wake up properly and when I finally DO get up, I wake up feeling dizzy and downright sick which basically means... I'M STILL TIRED and my body is protesting to being awake. Why this is so, I am unable to fathom. Maybe it's because I've started dreaming, and remembering my dreams, again. Ever since school started I've had no/very few dreams and whatever dreams I did have I could not remember. Called L the other night on the phone and I told her how I can't remember my dreams anymore and right after that I find I can -_- So strange.

Today I spent a fair amount of time editing my girls' work. Was extremely tiring, I had no idea teaching would be like this :/ Sometimes I wonder if I am breeding over-dependence :/

Got a lot of frivolous work out of the way so feel a little better about my life. Some of the major stuff still remains unresolved - like the immense amount of work piling up. I seem to have reached a new level of chillness~ I just can't bring myself to feel stressed by anything and I don't feel any urge to run away either. I'm just floating? I think. It is an awkward, not altogether unpleasant experience (for now. I am sure it is going to get unpleasant soon)

Just ended a call with my equally tired out Contract groupmates. All of us are just so tired. Cannot wait for this thing to be over!! Then it'll be one subject out of our hair for the time being. I am rather pleased with the way my group has kind of pulled together and how everyone is pulling equal weight now :) Makes it easier to work with everyone. Don't want to be part of a backstabbing, bitchy group the way some groups are. So much drama for whattttt. Our hypos provide more than enough drama thank you very much.

Haven't started reading anything for this week's classes and omggg Crim looks TERRIBLE. Not to mention the upcoming LS test on Saturday. Grrrrrrrrrreatttt.

I wish I could go for the wedding :'(

Pretty in pink.

I thought that today's session at school was pretty good :) I am thankful for having group mates who don't misconstrue things or hold grudges so that we all can work together successfully. I thought we managed to cover a fair bit though we were missing one brain...

Came home, watched some interesting interviews on TV (nice to see how people develop and grow), read a little and am now so pooped I could just

Absolutely futile.

If all my words are nothing but complaints and all my fears only whining, how can I ever talk to you? You refuse to listen to reason and all I am is a mere speck of dust, waiting to brushed to the floor.

A tiring encounter with a stubborn ant.

This feeling like no other~

Today was an okay day. Woke up, read some stuff on sudden fight, went to school had a great Crim class, hung around, met my LTB group, interviewed the CEO of Timbre and then came home. Crim was really amazing today. Prof R was in a really great mood for some reason, she kept smiling and laughing heh. We went through a hilarious Popeye, Bluto and Olive Oyl hypothetical

!

Then my LTB group and I set off to Timbre to interview Mr. Edward Chia, the CEO of Timbre Group. He's really young and quite cool! I like the way he spoke - clear, no nonsense, professional, direct yet friendly and sincere.

It was great interviewing him.

Came home exhausted, going to bed exhausted. It has been an emotionally draining

day.

The odd flickering streetlamp will neither hinder nor guide.

You wander about

Eyes lifted to the sky

Blinking back wet anger

That clouds your night

Then cool metal

Grazes your skin

Breathe in deep

Take it all in

Warm rain, the smell of earth

Just a step

The stench of futility rises in swirls, pungent and invasive

Wrapping its curls

Around your every atom

Seeping in your skin

Oozing through your veins

Further in

A faint call

They stand in the mist

Nods and waves

No more than wisps

The circus beckons

Lost from view

You cry out loud

They can't hear you

Little red drops

Scattered on the ground

Still inside

Your vacant compound

Your outstretched hand

Is met by wind

Ravished and chapped

Flayed and skinned

You lean forward

Letting your forehead settle

Tired and cold

The permeating taste of metal

A thrill of terror

Shoots up your spine

The bruise of regret

Still an ugly black shine

You have chosen your path

Without favour or fear

The night is deep

The roads are clear

Reject the poison

Coursing through your brain

A state of vacuum

Is all you should claim.

I. Want. To. Quit.

You think it's a big deal so you think that I'm acting up because of it. Shows how much you have been listening to me. Haven't you heard?

What is Privity about, really.

Pecuniary/non-pecuniary
Collateral
Damages
Principle
Breach
Consideration
C3PA
Purpots
Benefits
Albazero
Linden Gardens
Panatown
Family Food Court
Agent
Undisclosed

These words - swimming in my head. We have just ended a 5h 40min call. Editing, editing, just keep editing~

Only for Contract.

So tired in school - up so late every night.

"I agree".

Orr LJ, you are a true master.

Didn't make it, again.

Just yesterday I thought "hey, this isn't too bad after all". But guess what. It still is.

Thursday shouldn't come after Wednesday.

Just ended a 2 hour 34 second call with my Contract group mates. I enjoyed talking to them, it was nice working it out together. Hopefully this will continue into our written and oral presentations?!?!?

Xy wants to run 15KM minimum tomorrow :'(

WHY DID I NOT KNOW SHE WAS A GYM FREAK EARLIER??? Long Wednesdays in session as usual. Crim was nice and talking to Xy afterwards was even better. Hopefully today won't be as exhausting as it usually is.

My free days are never free.

I end up having sooooooooooo many things to do, it's crazy. Went to the Skin Centre in the morning to get a blood test done and then to see the doctor. Place was swarming with Med school students. Hadn't eaten anything since 7 the night before so I was like hungry for 19 hours!!!!! Double the time they told me I couldn't eat. Was dying so stuffed my face after that with Subway and Sogurt then left for tuition. My kids' promos are this Friday and I am soo nervous! Their language skills have improved and they're really a lot better now but an exam is an exam and strange things tend to happen during exams. It was a fun lesson, pretty productive except that I find I always hang around for 45 minutes to an hour longer than I'm supposed to :/ Hope they don't hate me for that. Reached home at 9 carrying a heck of a lot of groceries, a tearing bag, huge books and files and notes and drawing block (I wanted some okay!). Now I'm so pooped. Very little reading for Crim but reading is reading all the same. Time to get down on it~~ J's flight is tonight, gave her a short call earlier. Hope everything goes well and that the flight is comfortable for them :) Must remember to call L and L tomorrrowwwwwwwwwwwww. Their lives are so interesting now!

A very frustrating day.

I don't understand how I'm always so ridiculously early for AS on Monday mornings. It takes barely 30 minutes to get to school?!?

AS was not fun.

Then had

LSLMA.

Then came the glorious time of going home!! Went home and ate the world's yummiest lunch, chatted with Ma and am now sitting with Consideration, my bestest friend in the world.

Finally our gym date will materialise.

I realise I spend a heck of a lot of time out on Sunday mornings for tuition. I leave at 930 for a 1030 class then spend about 3 hours there instead of 2 (my poor kids just want to get rid of me but I don't leave heheh) and then spend 1 1/2 hours coming home. That's like 5 1/2 hours out. MAN that's a lot of time. Nervous for their exams this week :/

I really haven't been studying at all. I know my constant flippant repetition of this sounds like I'm really closet mugger but dude, if I have time to post frequently and extensively then obviously I'm not doing anything else right.

Bah better start working on the Contract written assignment thingo.

Some friends of mine.

Right. So much for my 'resolution' to study. So far only my Sims have been studying and getting As. I...have been controlling them.

Recent development #1

Recent development #2

Recent development #3

Life's tough.

Was looking through my messages and realised that I forgot to tell L what Type 1 - 3 type US mapillais are!!

Okay today no time for fun and games. Going to be intense Contract today. I have to start from Offer-Acceptance because I don't understand anything about anything :(

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On a side note, it's so weird to think that in a few days some people who used to be/are close to me will be miles and miles away.

Yup, that's pretty much it.

Went through today half-asleep. Been running on a severe sleep deficit this week and I'm glad today was a fairly short day. Crim was tough and a little scary. I just feel so dumb :( Even though I know what's going on, whenever I open my mouth only stupid stuff comes out :'( Came home, ate lunch, felt very small and insignificant.

So cute!!

Isn't he adorable!!

Finally.

I had the best day ever with J, V and Xy :')

Ah, the joys of being a judge.

When in doubt, dismiss the case. OR just flip a coin and pick one.

I'm no slacker, but I'm no mugger either.

The A's were a piece of cake compared to this.

It should be fun first and school and exams on the side.

Unreal.

Okay so let's see what happened today.

Crim was interesting and I had almostttt finished the readings. save one or two cases. FINALLY!!! But after week 1, I've had to make a choice between reading for Crim and reading for Contract and invariably I end up reading Crim because I get through it a little bit faster. So Contract has been languishing pathetically. I only just finished reading Offer, Acceptance yesterday :/ There is so much more to go, I doubt I'll even pass this year man.

Met Xy after that and we hung out for a while. I love meeting her and chatting with her, we always have the best of times. Today was chill, we chatted, listened to cool music, she did FA (I am still very impressed) and I tried reading up on Consideration...which failed miserably.

Then left for LTB which was okay though I was feeling rather antsy from the lack of sleep and because of the length of the class in general.

After that rushed over to Food for Thought to meet Lis, Rox and Dor for dinner. They had a waiting time of 45 minutes though and I thought that was cutting it rather close for my interview and dinner. Rox showed up first and she had a bag full of clothes she had bought in her shopping trip today. I haven't seen her since... her birthday party which was in June! Man time flies. And soon she'll be on a flight too :/ Her room and stuff sounds brilliant though her orientation night activities sound a little questionable (what is UP with Brits and drinking man). Lis then showed up with her taekwando pants hehe. So cute. Then Dor showed up. Chatted a bit more outside while glaring at the staff and patrons inside.

We finally got a seat andddd I had to rush off for my interview.

The interview was okay.

Went back to find that the ravenous girls had snarfed everything so I ate quietly on my own while they deliberated on what dessert to get. They finally settled on Earl Grey creme brulee (it kind of grows on you!) and I went for the Red Velvet cake which was BLOODY good! HAHAHA.

Okay why am I relating everything in sordid detail you may ask. COME ON MAN. I am going to be seeing this guys once a year MAX for the next three years! Things like these need to be remembered. It was lovely spending time with them. Conversation was easy and fun and there was no fear of judgement or any prejudice. More than anything the fact that we have a common shared history of love, hate and strange friendship (our class was a mess) binds us together and it's wonderful in the most perverse of ways.

And I'm still not done.

I have been awake for almost 24 hours. It has been such a loooooooong day. I am still struggling to finish 1/8th of the readings for this morning's class.

Let'ssssssss go.

Just woke up. I went to bed at 6 and now it's 330. I've got to prepare stuff for the kids' tuition later and start reading for the week.

Great start to the week.

Finally went for my AS class! From Law there's Fangyi, Fiona and Marcus in my class so it's nice to see some familiar faces.

Attempted to revive my iPod with Fiona's Mac during class but no luck :'( Look like Poddy is truly gone forever.

We got assigned our groups today for AS and the project we'll be doing. Just my luck, I'm in the

group

which is doing the debate in Week 13 :( How unfortunate.

We got another assignment/test to do and mannnn I suck at sets so much. Fangyi and Fiona were going at it with such ease and speed, I felt really

dumb.

Headed off for LSLMA after that which was a thrilling lesson as usual. Collectively our class has now spent 6 loooong hours on the Donoghue case. And no one still has any clue what it's about. Or at least, most. Everyone, including the TA, was on Facebook chatting heh. L compiled the quotes as usual. Here are some:

HG: "Jesus was a Christian"

HG: "Does the average reasonable man bring rainbows every time it rains?"

HEHEH.

Now I am so tired I am going to sleep.

Avoiding readings.

More unfairness as usual.

Did I mention that last week I won my first ever lucky draw!! Won a pair of movie tickets so happy!!! I have finally won something!!!!!!!! In not so glad news, I did not make it.

There is no justice in this world.

Why does this only happen to good people.

See you soon.

Funny how a broken friendship can make you feel this way.

Had a vivid dream that made me think that everything was okay even after I woke up.

Don't know if I miss you, but I miss our friendship for sure.

Paling.

I feel so out of sync with my classmates sometimes. Most are so hardworking and studious and I'm like..... too carefree? I know some of them stay really really REALLY late studying in the library. And even if they're not really studying, at least they're THERE with the book in front of them so if even just two words register that's two more words than what's in my brain. I won't say I feel pressured or stressed but I do feel rather confused. Am I abnormal not to study that much? Or am I one of the few normal ones in my class to just ~chill out~ and hang loose? :/

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Anyway, yesterday after Contract (which was totally foreign to me. Still don't get Consideration :'( ) went to eat lunch with Fiona, her friend and Penelope. We decided to try the Glassroom at SIS. Okay to be more accurate, three of them tried out the Glassroom while I ate my puliotharai and appalam + vadam from my Barbie lunchbox <3 Yesterday was Ganesh Chathurthi so no outside food. Wasn't too keen on eating anything foreign anyway actually. Been having terrible acid reflux urgh.

When we were there A REALLY COOL THING HAPPENED. The cafe overlooks Stamford Road outside the National Museum and we saw HUGE clouds of black billowing smoke (photos on Penelope's iPhone which I shall get and upload). The smoke was terrible and it was coming from the bonnet of this sleek, black, shiny Mercedes Benz standing on the side of the road. The owner/driver had run off because there was no one standing next to it and it was damn exciting/scary because people thought it was going to blow up??? Some people from the cafe ran downstairs and gave a White guy a fire extinguisher and he sprayed the car enthusiastically but it didn't make much of a difference, the smoke actually got worse. Lucky the traffic was not so bad at the time but some gundus were slowing down their vehicles to get a better look at this mess like ARE YOU FREAKING CRAZY?!?! Why would you do that!!

The fire extinguisher was extinguished hehe and the smoke didn't stop! That's when we started seeing flames lick the fender of the car from under the bonnet. The fender then fell off onto the road and CRACKED. It was so hot. Thank goodness the fire engine turned up soon after and sprayed the car with water. It took a good long while for the flames to die down and the smoke to turn white and then become steam. In their hurry the pipe wasn't fixed properly so the entire road was hosed down too haha.

Then the fire fighters prised open the bonnet with a huge jackhammer and when they opened it the insides were black and there was this leathery thing on top of the metal parts which was burnt out of recognition and by that time the food had arrived so I was dragged away from the show :(

Yup, somebody else's burning car is as exciting as my life gets.

Had a good lunch conversation after which I went to the Helpdesk with Fiona to get our computers sorted out. She's so nice! :)

Then went to the doctor who told me I had a stomach flu :'( So now I've got to take some gross medication and eat no oil, chocolates, sweet things, spicy things, curried things, basically anything yummy for the next 7 days :(

Then went back to 'study' with Fiona. I spent most of my time doing crosswords online while she actually studied.......

Anyway, left to go for S class. Was feeling pretty down and a little lonely so gave L a call and we chatted for a while. Her Hindi is getting to be pretty damn good. So proud of her!

Class was fun though I must say that it was not something I was expecting. I guess I was expecting a more traditional style/kind of learning but that won't be possible in such a short period of time.

After class hung around looking at the people skating at the Skate Park. I saw, for the first time, aggressive skates called 'Jugs'. The guys were doing some really cool stunts. The buses were taking wayyyy to long to come so I gave Pa a call. In the end instead of him picking me up, I drove us home. First time driving in the dark and it was pretty weird but the roads were fairly clear so that was good. Still not too comfortable sitting in his car but hey it's only my third time driving the car so it should get better I hope.

Came home super pooped. Went to bed pretty late though.

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This morning woke up early with the intention to read Criminal Law but ended up reading the COMEX show stuff instead -_- Left early for LTB meeting. Was the earliest and the most tired :(

Went for Crim, enjoyed it andddd got on the bus and came home.

Home - suffered a bad stomach ache attack and rolled around in misery for a while, struggled through a bowl of noodles, tried to nap in vain, played Sims and got bored and nowww am typing this on a poor internet connection.

Most other peoples' days were: Crim Law, library, pro-bono talk, home.

AND NOW I AM FEELING SLEEPY. GREAT.

Another day at school.

When my Contract Law Professor started talking about 'puffs' this was all I could think about...

Playing with fire.

First day back at school this week - was soooooo zombified. Crim was terrible :'( I felt so bad in class because I wasn't paying attention (I COULDN'T for some reason :( ), answered stupidly for our presentation thingo and was basically mucking about instead of being a decent student.

Intelligence always gets me.

After that there was the long break which I spent with a very well dressed, pretty Xy :) Poor thing was having a very bad sore throat so for the first time (!!!) we didn't go over to Red Mango like we usually do. Hehe we're making great use of the vouchers. I am very impressed with the way she is so committed to finishing up her Financial Accounting homework and stuff. I have never seen her this focused and determined. Maybe time to take a leaf out of her book?

Rustttyyyy.

After that headed to the clinic but there was only one doctor on duty and she was doing a procedure for someone so I couldn't wait. I'll go tomorrow. Hopefully the stomach ache goes away by then :(

End of my dreary day.

Yay Contract tomorrow. I don't get Consideration :'(

A feeling like no other.

I know it's just the E-monster rearing its ugly head but what if I really have made a mistake?

Body, why are you betraying me like this?

Am at home now instead of at school. I think my Monday AS class is jinxed!! This is the third time I have been unable to go for it.

Went to bed early last night hoping that I would be okay for school today but no such luck. Had a BLAZING fever in the middle of night. I had to go to Ma's room and sleep with her for a while :( I was feeling so crappy.

Tried and failed to read this morning. My head is pounding like mad and I feel so dazed and dizzy, everything is swimming around me. Gosh still have the Crim case to prepare for with P. ARGHHH how to do like that?!?

Poor thing.

I am also having the worst stomach aches ever. They're in my upper abdomen and when they strike I just want to curl up into a ball and try and clench the pain washing over my body into a tight manageable knot but I end up shivering, sweating and goose-bumpy.

What is wrong with me :'( I am never sick like this.

My head hurts.

Fever broke this morning, I am so happy that it's a one-day thing. Still feel damn crappy though. I only get sick like once a year and it's usually realllllllly major. I am so lucky not to have a ear infection this time :)

Went for tuition in the morning. Felt super giddy which was a horribly strange feeling.

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The results for our President was out this morning. Tony Tan won by 7,269 votes. He won 35% of the total votes, runner up Tan Cheng Bok also won 35% of the votes.

This election has been an important one in terms of telling the government what sort of tactics the people are or aren't receptive to but more than that, c'mon man... the President doesn't DO anything. Just pick the one who looks most like a President and get on with life.

Even then, it's sad that LKY didn't/was asked not to to/couldn't say anything regarding the candidates. How the mighty have fallen :(