Tired eyes.

Favourite cousin from Hong Kong just visited. It's always great when he comes by :> Had a good evening. This is one of the rare times I wish I had family here.

Other than that, nothing new. Feeling a bit sick (not sick sick. Just, sick. From today's events) and super sleepy. Wanted to take a nap in the afternoon but that didn't work out and now I just HAVE to sleep otherwise I'm just going to collapse during my long day tomorrow. No studying done today halp.

Pointless ventures.

I spend so much time on a relationship that is going nowhere.

I spend so much effort on a person who doesn't care.

I spend so much energy on a venture that reaps minimal rewards.

Why am I doing this to myself? What am I gaining? And if I know the answer is nothing, then

Why.

Am.

I.

Not.

Saying.

Goodbye.

It's been a lovely week.

Yux my hair is super flat now. Great that they did it super straight but it doesn't really look natural like it used to?! I dunno.. I hope after I wash it tomorrow or day after the ends will curl a bit and it will look normal.

Today was a good day. Gymmed and swam in the morning and played Tower Defence obsessively. It was super hot swimming in the morning though (yeah quite stupid) and despite copious volumes of sunblock, am very very black. And shiny. What a gross combination.

Surprisingly was not called in Consti today for what I think is the FIRST TIME EVER. Wow, achievement unlocked. Anyway did not have much sense as to what was going on so I guess I just got lucky. Some people, namely H (heehee), got called three or four times!! So poor thing.

Couldn't pick P up from the airport. Have not touched the car in days, feeling quite sad about that but what to do..

Got to wake up ridiculously early for tuition tomorrow (must leave house at 630) so off to bed I go! Nighty night.

Aches.

Yesterday was SUCH a weird day. And it has sort of bled into today.  A few feeble conciliatory messages in the morning has made me really think about where this is headed. I don't know if I can continue like this. At the very least, we need to talk. This has gone on in a half hearted manner for way too long.

Long day today. Regret driving a little but it feels good to take the car :) Just that I've got to fill petrol now on the way home.

Hope I don't fall asleep during tuition later!!

Lots of things going on.

September and October both look to be ridiculously busy months - presentations, assignments, mid terms, quizzes, TUITIONS, tuition kids' exams, repeated bike evaluations :(

Of course that doesn't mean I am not having fun. I most definitely am hee hee.

Am in L right now and we're discussing some stuff on meetings and directors. All of it is going straight over my head. Really have a lot to catch up on before the exams roll around. Class is starting to get more and more stressful now that this Prof has started calling on people to answer in class. Not as bad as the Witch's class last semester where the air was filled with panic and fear but it is still uncomfortable. Sighz.

Tonight is going to be a long night. Have to complete a fair bit of homework for F not to mention there is a quiz early tomorrow morning! Plus for C I am part of the group that has to do the discussion of the question so there is A LOT of reading to do. Whole of last week and weekend was a sick-y week so no work got done (okay, fine, nothing new there) but that means I have to make up for it tonight. Got to go home and go to the gym first though. Must make sure I win by 25th October!!!

In other news: my phone's battery is terrible and there are a lot of scratches on my screen and the lock button is acting funny and the vibration button does its own thing switching on and off at random times and the best bit: MUSIC RANDOMLY starts playing at the most inappropriate times.

You think I can convince may parents to get me a new iPhone NOT as a present?

Wonder if my wishes are coming true?

Was a long day. Started off with riding at 1130. It was okay, I thought. Then had 8.01 for the third time and... FAILED :( Again. I guess there was a huge improvement in the number of points I got and the wobbling has reduced significantly but it is still so demoralising and frustrating to fail repeatedly. I HAVE to pass this by the end of this month and it's proving to be a monumental challenge. I have never wanted anything THIS badly but arghhhhhh. Really quite irritated.

Came home, bathed, packed my bag and left. Class was good, after that ended up going swimming!! It was nice spending time with them.

After that, came back, ate dinner and got on the bus and came home.

Before that received a lovely

boost to my ego.

Got to wake up early tomorrow and study, this week lots of work and lots of fun.

Harried week ahead, with nothing to look forward to.

Feeling really really annoyed. Friday was going to be the highlight of my week. Why must you go for every single rehearsal? Will they die without you for one night?

I don't have a flexible schedule either, neither do I have the option of meeting after activities. And you know this best.

I wanna get married too.

Just found out that another classmate of mine is engaged. So that brings the total up to THREE - one senior from NJ, one Law classmate and one JC classmate.

WHY ARE PEOPLE GETTING ENGAGED SO YOUNG?!

End of week 3.

This means I'm 1/5th done with school for this semester. YAY!!! More holidays await.

Haven't really been feeling that great this week. Started on Monday night I think. Thanks to my horrifying dreams (cults, accidents and brutal brutal gory stuff), I haven't been getting much rest at night and the haze and the rainy weather has landed me with a terribly runny nose and headache and earache and many other aches. It's great that I am not reaping anything that was sowed but WHY does it have to be so miserableeeeee.

Anyway, glad this week was over even though technically it was not at all stressful and I had barely any interaction with proper school stuff. I am just thankful I have wonderful friends (PPJ and Xy) at school and also outside school (S,A,V,L,S,J,S).

Had GP tuition in the morning. Glad to say she's improving but it could be a lot faster. I am just worried we won't have enough time together before her exams come. After that met Xy at Northpoint for an impromptu lunch. It is always lovely meeting her :> I am glad she is happy with T and that things are working out. Now both of us wear rings on our cartilage! But for some reason mine has become infected. I don't know why!! It was okay two days ago. Maybe because of helmet wearing?? Ugh so frustrating. There is a huge throbbing pustule behind and I can't pop it and I can't even take out the earring or the thing will close. Super frustrating. That may be the reason for my not feeling so well either. After all, pus is an indication of infection. Argh.

I wanted to get another piercing done after that but looks like that will have to be put on hold for now. How irritating. Perhaps I shall get my tragus pierced instead.

This was unexpected.

Should start studying. I haven't done so since school started. HA HA.

What a fabulous day.

Totally worth the trouble.

Sick.

This is sick.

All gears engaging.

Looks like September is going to be one hell of a month.