Screw Stats.

Got back Maths marks sometime this week. Ma pissed again and I had to endure a lecture on money. 


Was supposed to tell K Aunty the grade (D) but I can't do it. Both make me feel more stupid and I'm so embarrassed and ashamed. I can't say. I don't know why they don't get it. 


If KI finds out she'll sneer. More than she already does. And yes, face does matter to me more than grades at this point. Grades can climb but not pride nor reputation. And unlike you I do care about what people think of me.


So just let me be.