You Want to Impress Strangers |
 You want strangers to think you're attractive. You want to be seen as gorgeous and sexy. You want everyone you meet to think you're brilliant. Being seen as intelligent is important for your self esteem. You are at your most playful when you are around people you don't know well. You're more serious around those you're close to. You have no problem letting strangers see the real you. You are upfront about who you are. You don't become close to many people. You only let people you've gotten to know very well in. |
This is only half true.
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This song is not helping me in any way.It's really bugging me. All I can think is the time you spent over three/dour hours convincing me that it didn't sound like elevator music and the words meant something more than just random letters on a page.
Okay I said I wouldn't talk about it, so I won't.
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Alright, so today I went for dance and music and I was feeling really sick in the morning because I just wanted to avoid going so badly. I don't know what's come over me recently because I've never felt this strong an aversion before. Sigh, talking to Valve on the phone today didn't help at all. I realise I have nothing to talk to her about. Like seriously, nothing! Nothing. At. All.
In end end, we ended up gossiping but we didn't get to talk talk and I've never felt this dissatisfied after a conversation with her before.
When I meant circumstantial friends, I hoped that we'd have built something that would weather a little distance but that doesn't seem to be the case. We still enjoy each other's company I guess and I like to spend time with you but priority? No more I think.
I feel really crappy about this.
Anyway today S a didn't make much of my dancing and pathetic stamina. I think she's given up on me? I don't know, I guess it's my own fault but I can't say I regret it. Yeah it's a little strange after years of hounding but it's a relief in a way.
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Head splitting, ears throbbing, eyes sore, throat burning, guess I better head to bed.
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I want to be red, but I think I'm green. What do you think?
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This song is not helping me in any way.It's really bugging me. All I can think is the time you spent over three/dour hours convincing me that it didn't sound like elevator music and the words meant something more than just random letters on a page.
Okay I said I wouldn't talk about it, so I won't.
--
Alright, so today I went for dance and music and I was feeling really sick in the morning because I just wanted to avoid going so badly. I don't know what's come over me recently because I've never felt this strong an aversion before. Sigh, talking to Valve on the phone today didn't help at all. I realise I have nothing to talk to her about. Like seriously, nothing! Nothing. At. All.
In end end, we ended up gossiping but we didn't get to talk talk and I've never felt this dissatisfied after a conversation with her before.
When I meant circumstantial friends, I hoped that we'd have built something that would weather a little distance but that doesn't seem to be the case. We still enjoy each other's company I guess and I like to spend time with you but priority? No more I think.
I feel really crappy about this.
Anyway today S a didn't make much of my dancing and pathetic stamina. I think she's given up on me? I don't know, I guess it's my own fault but I can't say I regret it. Yeah it's a little strange after years of hounding but it's a relief in a way.
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Head splitting, ears throbbing, eyes sore, throat burning, guess I better head to bed.
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I want to be red, but I think I'm green. What do you think?
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